A.N: Hey Guys!!

Here a little story I decided to post while working on my Spirit bound story =D

This story set 2 months after blood promise so only a couple of weeks before graduation.

It will be different from all the stories I wrote before. It will be like a series of one-shot. A series of "What if", what could have been the results if Rose would have made different decisions?

If you guys think of a "what if" you would like to read about don't hesitate to mention it in your review or in a PM and if it's pretty original ( and not planned already) I'll do it ( and dedicate it to you =D)

Well I hope you'll enjoy ( don't forget I don't have a beta so don't be too harsh)

Don't forget to review.

Steffy.

Prologue:

I took another sip of vodka walking on the dangerously slim edge of the roof top of the Moroi dorm. I was there because it was the highest building in the whole school, 6 floors.

I looked down to the rear end. The back yard had a very big terrace made of stones.

Head first Rose…when they'll discover your body it will be too late for anyone to save you. I thought as quiet tears started to fall down my cheeks, it was night in the our world and I managed to sweet talk Xander Badica into giving me the booze.

They'll be better off without me. I thought looking down again.

"I highly doubt that" said a woman voice from behind me.

I swirled around so fast that I lost my balance, but the woman caught me before I could fall over the edge, and she brought me back to safety in the middle of the roof top.

I looked at her and I was sure I never met her before. She was pretty young, mid to late twenties. She had, shoulder long, light brown hair with some blond highlights. She was about 5'3, a bit plump but it was nice on her. She had hazel eyes, streaked with gold and I was sure she was neither Dhampir nor Moroi…probably not even human. She was dressed with a pair of black jeans and red sweater but what stroke me was that she was barefoot of this roof top full of gravel and it didn't seem to bother her a bit.

"I…Who are you?" I asked her.

"My name is Agate." She said with such a warm smile that it actually make me feel slightly better but I was still drowning…drowning in an ocean of pain and despair and I just gave up the will to fight to keep my head out of the dark water. What was the point anyways?

"Why…What are you doing here?" I asked looking around. I was sure I locked the door to the roof. I looked to the direction of the door and I could see that the huge padlock was still on it.

"I'm here for you Rose." She said calmly.

"How do you know who I am?" I narrowed my eyes suspiciously. "What are you?"

She laughed and it was the nicest, warmer laugh I had ever heard. "Do you really want to know?"

I nodded.

"I was sent here to help you Rose and I made it just in time." She said looking from me to the bottle to the roof edge. But there was no judgment in her eyes just a profound sadness.

"I was not going--" I stopped taking a deep breath. I could see in her eyes that she knew everything already. She knew why I was on that roof and she answered to my unspoken thoughts before. There were no point to lie.

"True there is no point."

"Could you not do that?!" I snapped. "I'd like to keep my thoughts to myself."

"I'm sorry." She said and I could hear the utter sincerity in her voice. "I've been sent to you I'm…" she thought for a couple of seconds. "A sort of guide."

"And let me guess you're here to tell me that life is worth living, that when you're young everything feel like the end of the world but that it's not true." I snorted "and that if I keep trying, just a bit harder everything will be fine."

"No" she said simply.

"No?"

She shook her head. "How could I say that?" He asked rhetorically. "I've been watching you for a while, well, a very long time actually and you've been through so many tragedies, so much heart aches for a young soul." She reached to touch me but I guessed that the look on my face made her rethink it as she let her hand fall back to her side. "I just want to understand why you think that taking yourself off can make things better? What made you reach that point of no return."

"But don't you see it?! If you really have been watching me for so long. It's all my fault!!"

"What is?" She asked apparently confused.

"Dimitri is wandering the world as a Strigoi, I tried to find a way to save him and came back with nothing! But I hurt my friends in the process. Christian and Lissa broke up and he doesn't want to get back with her even if he hurts like hell. Adrian… Adrian is heartbroken because even if I promised I didn't manage to give him the fair chance he asked from me so I ended up hurting him much more than anything. I didn't hear anything from Abe since I came back and my mother…well my mother is only the ghost of the woman she used to be."

"And you think it's all your fault?"

"Of course!! Well…Maybe not directly but if only I had made different choices. Things would be better." I said confidently. "I made all the wrong choices, hurting the one I care about."

"So you are saying that if you could go back…go back knowing everything you know now you'll chose differently?" She asked pleasantly.

"I would give everything to go back."

"How do you know it is not the way things are supposed to be? Maybe that making different choices would only have made things worse."

"That's impossible! Nothing can be worse than that!" I said angrily. "You know you are pretty blind for a guide! You suck!!"

She smiled but remained silent for was seemed an eternity just staring at me. I was about to tell her to take a picture and move on when she walked to stand closer to me.

"Okay if you really think that then I'll help you make different choices." She said resting her hand on my shoulder.

"You…You can do that?" I asked incredulous.

She nodded. "I'll bring you back to the exact moment you want to change. You'll be in the body of your past self but you'll know everything you know now. Once you made what you consider as being the right decision well…I'll bring you back to the present to see what is different."

"And what if I need you?" I asked with apprehension. In all the sci-fi movies I'd seen it was always the same…messing up with the past had grave consequences.

"Just call my name and I'll bring you back here." She said simply.

"I won't need that anyways, I'm pretty sure I'll make the right choice."

"If you say so." She said with a ghost of a smile on her face. "So Rose….Where do you want to go? Which choice do you want to change?"

It only took me a second to figure it out. "I want to go back to the gym after Spokane with Dimitri when he told me he refused Tasha offer. I…I have to make him take it. No matter what."

"If you think so" said Agate snapping her fingers and I was blinded by a white light.

"No" said an abrupt voice behind me.

"What?" I asked turning around and seeing Dimitri took my breath away. She did it! He was wearing the same pair of old faded blue jeans and navy blue thermal shirt he was wearing on that day.

"No," He repeated. "I told her no. Tasha."

I looked down and took a deep breath It was my second chance, my chance to make it right. You have to save him! Send him away from here. I said to myself.

"Yeah…I think you should reconsider" I said looking up meeting his beautiful deep brown eyes that I loved so much.

In next chapter, the Rose /Dimitri scene and the consequences on the present =D