I step outside to find the pavments are coverd whith soft whight snow. Ever scince tris died, I can bearly sleep, and when I do I have nightmears. Some days I wish I would wake up and would all be fine. When I get on the train I remeber finaly being free, enjoying every moment of it. I get of at the dauntless compound, and head for the fear landscape. The net is the same as always, rough. When I get there I lie back on the chair. Last week I lost two fears, and gained 2, and im hopping I can defete them. I grab the siringe and stab it in my .
Im on the thin metal bar again, and I know what to do, walk slowly and don't look down. I can do this-I know I can. As I walk I eapt the word in my head I can do this-I can do this-I can do this. My feet reach the end, and sudenly tris is infront of, shes been shot in the chest, and theres nothing I can do to save her. She wispers something... tobias...please..." is all I can hear. "Im sorry. Im so sorry" I say "but...theres nothing I can do..." I cry, and then shout. Shes dead. Shes dead. I feel angry, I want to hit something, but befor I know it, im surounded by the fence...but its on fire, and the fires comig towards me. People apear in fire, I reconize a few, but there all dead. Will, eddward, al, uriah... and tris they all look disapointed...there all starting at me. "Your a coward." Says tris. "Your afraid of what can happen to you." "I'm not afraid." I reply. "You can't hert me, your just in my mind, your just a simulation. Your not real." The fire hits my feat and spreads up to my neck. Im not scared of them. Im not. The fire turns into water and im on my bed. My father comes in whith the belt, getting ready to hit me. I grab the belt and punch him in the face, and then hit him whith it. "You can't use me anymore." I say I hit him again and he gasps for air. Then I kick him in the chest. Its done, ive done it.
I wake up and spring out of my chair. I faced my forst fear. Finnaly, ive done it.