Disclaimer: Picture it here; you know who I am, and who I am not.
This takes place sometime after Eclipse, when Jacob is running around in Northern Canada.
Song called "Used To" by Daughtry.
Bella, I miss you. Why did you have to choose that bloodsucker over me?? I could give you so much, I could give you everything. I could give you a life worth living…
I could give you love without boundaries that you've never known before.
I could give you love.
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like the only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I know we can't go back… There is no going back, but I can't make myself go forward. I don't have enough strength. You were my strength, and just like you, it left me here alone
I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way.
I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you; never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
You know, I would go anywhere, do anything for you. I would give you my world.
You already have my heart, but you didn't want it, so you broke it and gave it back.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I look around me, and I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you; it's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.
I miss you. I miss everything about you, but it's not enough. I can't believe that you're happy with him, but you say you are, so I'll let you go, I can't fight it anyways.
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
There's no going back, I know, but I can't go forward. You were my strength, my reason to go on, but now, you're gone, and there's no going back. I will always love you, Bella...