I'm looking through you, where did you go?
I thought I knew you, what did I know?
You don't look diff'rent, but you have changed.
I'm looking through you, you're not the same.
~I'm Looking Through you - The Beatles
Eddie
I know it's true. I just don't want to believe it. Why didn't anyone tell me? He can't be evil can he?.Fabian told me it was it's the past...If it's history then why is he doing this? This isn't the Dad I know...K.T told me I he's working with them.I thought he was on our side. But. I guess I was wrong.I know I haven't known him for a long . I trusted him.
This isn't the father I know. I know he left my mom and I. I thought he had changed when he came back. I was wrong again. Is seeing really believing? I don't know the whole if I had just stayed home for this term at the school. Nina would still be here. I know he's not like this. He had to be isn't like him!If I asked him is this true. Would he lie? Would he be honest with me?.
If he's doing this I know he knows it's he tried to come into my I wouldn't let him in. But. When he's in he decides to betray me. When K.T asks about him. I'll make an excuse. To be honest I know the truth. I just wish it wasn't. I can't cover up the truth. That'd be lying. I've had enough lies. I need to know the truth.I'm afraid. I'll admit it. I've never had a Father in my life until I came here.I don't want to lose that.
I used to wonder if I ever have children how will I be a good Dad if I never had one.. When I would ask mom about him she'd say... "He wasn't there for you 's not here for you now." I never believed that. I always thought he was a super hero when I was about . He's not he's the bad guy. All these questions. Will I ever get an answer?
I thought I knew everything about I know nothing. I had never confronted him. I don't know if it's it is I have no one but my has always been there for me. She's been so strong. Raising a child without anyone's 's what a hero is. She must be so disappointed in me when I go expelled from my last 's when she called Eric. He said he'd straiten me out.I scoffed and said. "Yeah right." I have come to a conclusion on what he is now...
He's father I thought I knew.