Ok so I'm back to writing fanfic. Hope you enjoy the chapter review if you like it or even if you don't. I like criticism so don't feel bad. This story came to me while I was in my room listing to the radio and the song 'When Love Knocks You Down by Keri Hilstion came on and i thoght about Calleigh and when the line "She shot the Bullet she shot the bullet' was heard I thought about Calleigh and the shoot out at the ware house.

This is the first chapter I did on my new computer... it's a Mac.... Yay!!!

Hope you enjoy

Ever since the moment that Calleigh shot Eric her life had been hell. Every thing reminded her of him, every thing from her drive way to the coffee machine in the break room. As Calleigh pulled into her drive way of her house she looked to her right were Eric's car would normally be parked. His dirty black pick-up truck next to her shiny little crossfire. Calleigh sighed as she looked in the mirror, her make-up was smeared and her mascara was running from all her crying. As she sat back in her leather seat and looked down at her trembling hands. They were clammy, dry and her nails were chipped from punching the boxing bag in the work out room. Her shirt was wrinkled and her pants were wet from the water in the glades.

Calleigh picked up her bag and took out her keys, as she stepped out of the little car and braced herself for the empty house she was about to enter. She locked her car and put the key in the door lock. She slowly turned the little brass key and entered the house. Her heels making a click noise as they connected with the hard wood floor. Yet again she sighed as she looked around the empty house. For one person the house was definitely large and she began to wonder why she had such a large house after all it was only her... and Eric. Her mind drifted back to him and the look that he gave her at the began to well up in her eyes as she recalled the events that had occurred that day.

She took off her shoes and walked over to the couch in the living room, a fluffy item caught her eye. Eric's favorite UM sweater, with it's distinct gold UM logo on the front. Calleigh through off her wrinkled black top and put on the sweater. The scent of him overwhelming her senses as the scent of his colon reached her nose. She inhaled deeply and prayed that he would be found...alive but as it stood the chances did not look good.

Calleigh wandered through her house to her bedroom. Her post canopy bed sat in the middle of the room and her dresser and night stand also occupied her room. Articles of clothing littered the floor from the night before, her top and bottoms lay in a clumsy pile at the side of the bed while Eric's pants and shirt lay pooled at the foot of the bed her bra and matching thong some how wound up on the night stand and lamp. Calleigh moved to pick up the clothing placing hers in the laundry hamper and Eric's in the dresser and hung up his shirt on his side of the closet. Some of her tops had made their way over to his side of the closet not he minded. After cleaning up the clothing from last nights activities Calleigh moved to the bathroom and went to clean up. She brushed her teeth and washed her face after that Calleigh was at a loss of what to do next she desperately needed someone to talk to, that would listen and not judge her and understand. The first person that came to mind was Eric. Eric... again she found herself thinking of him, and yet again praying that he would be ok. Then one other person came to mind... Alexx. Calleigh remembered what Alexx had said a few years back

"If you ever need to talk baby YOU CALL!! Alright?"

"Alright." Calleigh said to no one

Calleigh moved to pick up her cell phone and dialed Alexx's number after a few rings the familiar voice of Alexx answered.

"Dr. Woods"

"Alexx" Calleigh said her voice barley over a whisper

"Calleigh?" Alexx said surprised by the soft and quite voice on the other end "What's wrong baby?"

"It's Eric" was all she could manage to say while choking back a sob.

Alexx immediately went to mother mode "What's wrong is he hurt?" Alexx asked concern evident in her voice

When all she got was a long sob from Calleigh she grabbed her keys and got into her car. 10 minutes later she was at Calleigh's house and found her door unlocked. She cautiously stepped inside and called her name softly and when she heard crying in the other room she walked into the bedroom and found Calleigh crying on the bed hugging Eric's pillow tightly. Alexx walked over to her and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder.

"Tell me what happened Baby." Alexx said in a comforting tone.

"I shot him!" Calleigh said and looked at Alexx with her blood shot and puffy eyes, filled with tears.

Alexx eyes widened as she looked at Calleigh.

"Where's the body?" Alexx asked not really wanting to know the answer. She knew that Calleigh threatened people with the fact that she would shoot them but she never thought she would act on it.

"Not like that Alexx. We were at a shoot-out at a Russian wear house and a car came out of it and I shot at the driver and the driver was Eric, his father was in the other seat. And then we found the car and Eric was missing and his blood was every were and no one knows where he is, even Sharova doesn't know where he is. Alexx what if I killed him?"

"Don't think like that, you'll find him. As for the shooting thing you don't know that you shot him his blood could be from the car crash... right?"

Calleigh nodded then looked back at Alexx "Sorry for calling I didn't mean to do this I just needed someone to talk to."

"Don't worry about that just relax and wait for Horatio to call with good news."

With that Calleigh laid back and fell asleep. Her sleep filled with old memories and times that they shared together.

While Calleigh lay asleep in her bed snuggled under her sheets Eric lay in a pool of blood forming around his body. His internal organs beginning to lose the battle with death as the loss of blood took it's toll on his body. With the remaining energy he had left he reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone and dialed Calleigh's number with hopes she would pick up.

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Kayla