I Am

I am young and weary
I wonder when this will all stop
I hear that everything turns out all right, but sometimes It's hard to believe
I see a light at the end of this tunnel then it disappears as quickly as it appeared
I want a home and someone who cares
I am young and weary

I pretend that everything's okay
I feel that nothing will every be the same
I touch the feeling of hope because that may be all I have left
I worry that I will never be the same person I was before
I cry because of all the built up emotional anxiety
I am young and weary

I understand that things will someday be as they were
I say that things don't have to stay this way
I dream the same nightmares every night
I try to push away the pain and put on a happy face
I hope that one day I will be truly happy
I am young and weary