*chapter one*

I never thought the day of me falling in love with Renesmee Cullen would come so soon. It had been 7 years since she was born but she was looking around 16 or 17. We were sitting in her living room and i noticed how her hair brings out her beautiful eyes, and how wonderful her almost vampirish skin contrasted with mine, and man that ass... get a hold of yourself Jacob! i screamed at myself in my head.

"please do" Edward whispered.

"stay. out. of. my. head. its very simple." he glared at me but i just rolled my eyes and let my eyes roam else where, not realizing they stopped on Renesmee.

"Er, Jake? what are you staring at?" she asked.

"huh? oh. nothing" real smart Jake.

she smiled at me and got up. i couldn't help but stare at her ass. edward shifted awkwardly behind me.

"im starving you wanna go out to eat Jake?"

i jumped up "sure! lets go" i said as we headed out the door.

"don't be out to late!" i heard Bella yell.

"sure, sure" i said back.

me and Renesmee walked out and got in the car.

"so, where did you want to go?" i asked as we pulled out of the drive way. She thought about it for a minute. "could we go to Fridays?" she asked. "i absolutely adore the potato skins!" i laughed. "sure thing ness Fridays it is!" We drove the rest of the way in a comfortable silence. I pulled up to the restaurant and went inside to get a table. Of course the place was jam packed so we had to wait fifthteen minutes. I ran back out to the car.

"ok well the place is pretty full so we have to wait about 15 to 20 minutes" i said.

"oh" she said quietly. i looked over to her and she had her head down picking at her nails as if she was nervous or something. "Nessie, sweetie what's wrong?" i said immediately going into my protective mode. she looked up at me and tried smiling. it didn't quite touch her eyes. "Renesmee," i said more sternly. "come you can talk to me what's wrong?" she sighed, and kept fiddling with her nails. she finally looked up with curiosity and a slight bit of concern in her eyes. I gave her a questionable look, and she looked down again. " Jacob do you have a girlfriend?" she asked. I burst out laughing. She shot me a hurt and mad look. "im glad you find this funny" she went to open her door but i grabbed her hand. " get off my hand Jacob. now." i obliged but locked the doors instead. she huffed and sat back. i turned her head to face me. "don't be like that nessie your question just took me by surprise that's all." i said. "well? do you have a girlfriend? i shook my head. "no i don't. how could i when i spend all my time with you?" opps. i don't think that came out right. before i had a chance to correct myself she sighed again. "i don't want to be in your way, from having a social life Jacob. im taking up all your time. im so selfish to want to hang out with you all the time" she said rather sadly as she looked down. i put my fingers under her chin and made her look up at me once again. i saw tears in those big beautiful eyes i loved. it broke my heart to see her like that. "dont cry nessie. please dont cry. you are not selfish dont ever say that again, ok?" she nodded. "and as for my social life, YOU are my social life as long as i have you i dont need other people. you mean the world to me and i will put you before anyone else in this world." she smiled, that brillant smile and couldnt help but return it. " i love you renesmee and YOU are my bestfriend. although seth might give you a run for your money." i joked. she laughed and threw her arms around me. "he better not he might win!" i chuckled and we pulled away. "i love you too my jacob" i beamed at her. she had called me her jacob. and i was proud to be. "come on i know your hungry" she stated, and as right on cue my stomach growled. I grinned at her. "alittle" she shook her head and giggled. we got out the car and headed inside. once we were seated we started- well i started looking at the menu. nessie had her mind set on potato skins. the waitress walked over to our table. she looked to be in her thirties. when she reached us she smiled brightly at me, completly ignoring renesmees pressence. i rolled my eyes internally, but still smiled at her hoping it looked polite. "my name is mary and ill be your waitress today what can i start you off with?" she said talking directly to me. i looked over and saw renesmee glaring a the waitress, and i smirked. "um excuse me ill have the 9 peice fully loaded potato skins with a water" nessie ordered, an edge to her voice. the smile was wipe off 'marys' face when she finally noticed nessie sitting there. she jotted down her order then turned back to me, the smile returning . "and what can i get for you today sweets?" she asked and i chuckled softly. "ill have 3 cheesy bacon burgers. with a Pepsi" she giggled. it sounded so stuck up. she was trying to hard. "you sure can then ill be back with your orders." she walked away with a heavy sway in her hips. i just laughed. i turned back to see renesmee staring at me. "what?" i asked still laughing alittle. "she was totally flirting with you! she probaly wouldnt have known i exsisted if i hadnt spoke up!" i smirked. "i barely even noticed. how could i when i have the most beatiful. fun girl in front of me?" she grinned and blushed a vivid red. a few moments later the waitress came back with our food. "enjoy " she said talking pointly to me again. i started eating my food and i realized mary hadnt moved yet. "do you need something else?" i said ackwardly. why the hell is she watching me eat? "yes there is actually." she dropped to my level and i cocked my head to the side. she tucked a piece of paper in my hand and whispered in my ear, "when you ditch the girl, come see me." with that she got up and left. renesmee growled in her direction. i just laughed again and looked at the paper in my hand. "renesmee cullen are you jealous?"

"no why would i be?" she said fast. i smiled and shrugged

" i dont know maybe because you just growled at her?" i said. she blushed again. i loved that i did that to her. "no i was not jealous, i just didnt like her." she said sternly. "stop feeding your ego your my bestfriend for goodness sake! i dont think about you that way all the time... i mean... never... i mean...ughhh!" she buried her head in her hands.

i was in a state of shock. she thought of me that way?