Disclaimer: I dont own Harry Potter or the such, any thing recognizable doesnt belong to me.
It has been six months to the day since the final battle; fifteen year old Harry Potter had been wandering the world alone ever since. It seemed to him that he was the only wizard left, when Hogwarts exploded everyone that he ever loved died with it. It was an accident, but an accident that ended the war when everyone, including Voldemort, that was battling went along with the ancient castle.
Harry looked like an absolute mess. He was to use the old cliche, 'anguish in human form'. He was thin as a rail, his hair raggedy, and his face was pained with the sadness of being responsible for the deaths of so many. His worn, raggedy, torn, dirty, clothes weren't even his own. His tunic was taken from the burned body of Dean Thomas, his pants were given to him from Ron with his last dying breath, his cloak was from Herminone who was one of the first causualities of the war, and his shoes were taken from Snape's lifeless body.
That day, Harry found himself wandering around a dark forest. He had no idea what country he was in anymore. He just knew he was no longer in England, for he had crossed what he thought was the English Channel two months ago. Harry sat down on a large rock that was in the middle of a clearing. He wasn't sure how much longer he could go on. He had been eating whatever he could find around. There were many days where he wouldn't eat at all. His grief was so much. He lost everyone in Hogwarts, Sirius, Remus, Hermione, all of the Weasleys, Professors Dumbledore, McGonagall, Neville, Luna, and just about everyone else. He was so full of grief that nothing seemed to matter anymore. He wasn't sure what he wished for more, death or a way no longer to feel any emotion, to no longer be himself or human for that matter.
Tears began to fall again. Harry had cried everyday since that day. It was amazing that he still had tears to cry. He crossed his legs, and held his head inside of his hands, letting tears spill all over him.
