A/N: No, this isn't going to be another Kick story. It's just
something I wrote while laying down in bed, thoughts going through
my head. It's about my best friend and I; his and I rocky road.
Make it as a connection to Kim and Jack.
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He said he'll take care of me ever since I became sick…
I smiled and told him he's my safety and my rock.
Having feelings hit me every time I fell into your stare.
My love; I just can't change even if I tried.
I was afraid things were going to change. What are we going to do? When am I
going to see you?
'Don't worry' he says. 'nothing will change; and if it does. It'll be for the better.'
… Love is patient. Love is kind. I lay my head against yours after your lips have
left mine. So maybe that it's known to you and not just in my heart.
I'm sinking fast and my helper isn't there anymore…
My love, I whisper to you, keep me safe again and care again.
I tell myself that everything's gone, but when I look at you, I laugh at myself;
knowing that's never going to change.
No more crying at the top of those red steps, waiting for you to come find me.
… "Love must be sincere." …
I focus on you simply because you're the smallest problem in my life. If not, I'll
lose sight.
You make me feel so strong and powerful but held me anyway...
….knowing I'm weak and fragile.
My love, I'm not holding on because I can't find another.
I'm not letting go because I don't know how.
I'm not letting go because I don't know where I'll go…
Picture us. Keep us. Remember us.
Remind me why I agreed to this all.
Remind me why I wasn't good enough.
Remind me why you ever loved me.
Snap me out of reality and make me your dream.
Make me the reason you're over-bearing.
Make me the reason as to why your heart stops.
Make me the definition of your life.
The scratch of my pencil point on this paper, all these little diddles to you.. .
I hope that you'll never read or stumble upon.
You'll know then what's in my brain.
If only I could captivate yours…