NOTE : This is my first fic so please be gentle. Plus, this is NOT my first language.

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of its characters


I cannot believe it. Kurt couldn't do this to me. We're dating for more than a year. I love him. He loves me, right ? Then, why on earth would he do that to me ?

I always try to improve myself to make him happy. I always do everything he wants. When he wants me to kiss me, I kiss him. When he wants me to hug him, I hug him. When he wants me to make love with him, I do it too.

I just don't get it… I'm like the most passionate person on Earth, he said me it to me once, I'm gentle, sweet, I always listen to him when he talks about NYADA, or theater, or fashion.

I'm not that guy who didn't know anything about romance. I always find a thing that makes me more confident about myself and more romantic.

And what did I just discover ? I discovered that Kurt, MY Kurt is cheating on me ! He's cheating on me with some stupid guy named Chandler. Ugh, I don't even like that name. It sounds cheesy.

Kurt and I used to watch those chick flicks, with dramatic scenes where a guy cheats on his wife, and Kurt and I were like 'What the hell ?'. It isn't a thing which is supposed to happen to us.

But it actually did.

Two hours ago , I was sitting on Kurt's bed, reading those texts from Chandler. And with Kurt, we fight. I was so upset.

Here I am now, boxing in my basement. Boxing is a kind of way to relax myself, but it just increases my angerness. So, yeah, I think I'm just gonna stop, take a shower and cry endlessly in my bed.

Maybe if I sleep, I'll wake up tomorrow and realize all of that is just an awful nightmare…