Jasper's dirty secret
Bella & Jasper
Romance
Rated M - language & lemons
A/N: this is a long one-shot. All in Jasper's point of view. Flashbacks are italicized.
JPOV
It's been ten years since I last saw my little spitfire. I never regretted changing her in the slightest. I met her during my darkest hour…
Flashback to 1953
It was night out, I was full from my latest kill. I'm a strategic at heart, always calculating my next move. It's been 70 years since I escaped Maria. I was walking down an alley when I found her.
"Kill me, please," she pleaded. "I don't have anything to live for."
She didn't have any fear in her emotions or her blood. I was shocked. I looked at her, she had beautiful chocolate soulful eyes that knows too much.
"I'm sorry, I can't do that," I said, in my southern drawl.
"Texan, I like it," she said.
"Shouldn't you be home by now?" I asked.
"You could say that, but I don't want to," she said, getting up from where she was sitting.
"Why is that?"
"Maybe I don't want to be at my fucking tiny ass apartment,"
"Well, my little spitfire, I would like to get to know you better," I said.
End Flashback
I told her all about me and she told me about herself in return. We were together that whole year until she made the decision that changed my life.
Flashback to September 1954
"Jazz?"
I looked up from what I was reading and into her determining eyes.
"Yeah, Spitfire?"
"I was wondering if you could change me into a vampire? I've been thinking about it this past year and I know what I'm giving up, children isn't a possibility for me."
"Are you really sure? Do you really want this?" I asked.
I had to be sure of her choice.
"I'm sure about this and you,"
End Flashback
The next night was her 20th birthday. I made sweet, sweet love to her before I made her mine. That first year was one of my favorites because she had no bloodlust. I love her with all my heart. She's amazing even to my eyes.
Flashback to dreary day in 1964
"I don't want you to go." Bella said.
Her emotions are pleading with me to stay.
"I promise I will visit you. Remember what I told you," I said.
She nodded, looking sad.
"Don't doubt me. I have to find my happy place. I can't find it if I'm living like this." I told her.
"I don't doubt you, Jazz. I truly understand."
She is such a kind soul, her emotions are pure. I gave her one last lingering kiss on her lips before leaving.
End Flashback
Six years later, I went back to her. I always have something in the forefront of my mind so Edward doesn't know. Bella's my dirty little secret. Everyone else; excluding Alice, Emmett and Rose; are kept in the dark. Alice cornered me about it. Bella knows that they know.
It's been hell to be away from her. Her gift is truly extraordinary.
Buzz. I grabbed my phone off of the night stand in my study.
I want you to come see me, baby. It's been 10 fucking long ass years since I last saw you. - B
I smiled. She sure is a spitfire but she's my spitfire, Pete calls Bella 'Little Bit.'
I typed out a quick reply.
I will once everyone goes on an extended hunting trip. - J
You better be. - B
About the extraordinary part of her gift is that she can read souls by one look, not touch. Edward thinks that vampires don't have souls. I snorted sarcastically. Bella proved that we have souls because that's her gift.
Alice came knocking on my door, then walked in. I looked up at her, questioning.
"We are going on the extended hunting trip this weekend," Alice chirped.
"That's good,"
Alive gave me a knowing look.
"Would you do me a favor?" I asked.
"It's already don't. Emmett and Rosalie are going to be in your study before we go on our hunt." Alice said.
I nodded. So this weekend I'm going to go see Bella then bring her back and introduce her to everyone. Bella is a vigilante vampire along with Pete and Char. She lives with them.
Thursday in Jasper's sound proof study
"So why are we in Jasper's study?" Emmett asked.
"I'm going back to Texas and bringing Bella with me to meet everyone," I explained.
"Awesome!" Emmett said.
"But you guys have to keep your thoughts directed somewhere else so that Edward doesn't know and ruin the surprise," I said.
They nodded.
"We leave in a couple of hours," Alice piped up.
"And don't forget to take your Challenger," Alice added.
I nodded. After they left my study, I waited for them to leave on their hunt. I walked to the garage and got in the Challenger. Once I hit the highway, I took off towards Texas nonstop unless to fill my tank and hunt.
Three days later
I pulled into Pete's long ass drive. Once the house was in view, I parked and got out. Before I even made it up the steps, a brunette was out the door and into my arms faster than I could blink. I wrapped my arms around her and breathed in her scent. Her emotions clearly said she missed me.
No words were said. She lifted her head and I looked into her crimson eyes. I lowered my head and took her lips with my own. She tangled her fingers in my hair and tugged. I growled then stopped and sniffed. She always loved that I growled and it turns her on. I pecked her lips once, twice and three times.
"Where's Pete and Char?" I asked.
"They are hunting,"
I nodded.
"Why aren't you with them?" I asked her, then she tugged me into the house.
"I hunted the night before," she said.
She kept tugging me to her room. Before she could blink, I tossed her over my shoulder and took off for her room. She squealed and giggled the whole way there. I had the door closed and her back against there in one second. I shoved my tongue down her throat once I covered her body with mine.
I gripped her hips and ground myself against her. She gasped. I pulled away from the door with her wrapped around me. I walked her backwards to the bed all the while shredding our clothes. I laid her back in only her bra and panties.
"Perfection," I whispered, reverently.
I kissed her lips then left open mouthed kisses all the way to her jaw to her neck, down the valley of her breasts to her panties. I looked at her then smirked and ripped her lace panties from her body. I sucked in a breath, looking at her bare kitty. I dived in and took one slow lick from her ass to her clit.
"Oh, Jasper," she breathed.
I smirked. I dipped my tongue in her slick opening and growled. I dipped my finger in and nibbled her bundle of nerves and occasionally biting. She was writing and begging to cum in a matter of minutes. I withdrew my mouth from her. Bella growled. I smirked then I crawled up her body and dipped my finger in her bra and ripped it in half. I tossed the remaining pieces somewhere in the room. I took a nipped in my mouth and swirled my tongue. I blew air then I gave her other breast the same attention.
I lined my dick at her entrance and coated myself in her juices. I plunged in to the hilt and stilled. We let out groans simultaneously. Damn, she's still so tight from those other times. I pulled almost all the way out 'til the head was in and pushed back in. she moaned. She wrapped her legs around my waist and met me thrust for thrust. I got on my knees and pulled her with me. At this angle, I kept touching that sweet spot that has her crying out my name every time. I had her sitting and bouncing her on my lap, vampire speed. She clenched around me, cumming quickly. I shot my load before sweeping her hair back and sinking my teeth in her mark. Both of us cumming again.
We stayed connected for God knows how long. I retracted my teeth from her mark and bathed it with my tongue. I felt her wincing. I took one last lick and Bella hissed. I laid her down, then laid next to her, pulling her to my chest.
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't know my teeth was embedded that far," I said.
She sighed and shrugged. We stayed curled up in her bed all night.
The next day
It was an unusually cloudy day in Texas. Bella was in the garage working on a car. She got her mechanic knowledge from Peter. She's not afraid to get down and dirty. I heard the unmistakable roar of Pete's 1999 Triton V8 Eddie Bauer edition Ford Expedition pulling up.
I'm sitting on the roof towards the trees. I don't know what it is up here, it's peaceful. I stood up and stepped off the roof. I landed on the ground with a soft thud. I walked to the garage door and went in. she was still under the car, tinkering with the engine.
"Jasper, my brother," Pete said, enthusiastically.
"Peter," I said, smiling.
"How are you?" he asked.
"I'm better,"
"Does it have anything to do with a certain Little Bit?" he asked, smiling smugly.
I kept my poker face. Then we started joking around. After a few days of visiting, we started for home. Alice said that they will be home tomorrow. I sped all the way home. Once home, I told her to make herself comfortable.
The next day
I was sitting down in the living room with Bella in my lap. Just then a hyperactive pixie ran through and tackled Bella.
"It's so nice to finally meet you," Alice said, all in one breath.
"You, too," Bella smiled.
By the time everyone came in. I introduced her to everyone. They wanted to know how I kept her a secret this whole time. I told them I wanted to keep her all to myself. I watched her interact with everyone. The emotions in the room was all peaceful and happiness. This is where I wanted to be. This is my happy place and I couldn't be happier. The rest of my existence in happiness with my mate and family.
The end
A/N: I tried to figure out how to end this without it coming out crappy. Hope you like it. Love it? Hate it? Review.
-Cola Marie