He left me. Alone. Forever. I felt the hole in my chest burning. Dropping to my knees I remembered his word exactly.
"I don't want you Bella, I don't love you, I need someone better."
Someone better. Not only did he leave me, but he took my family too. I was alone.
I walked out of the forest that he left me in. All I wanted was to be in my room. Alone. I saw Charlies squad car out front, after Renee died of cancer two months ago I have been livng with Charlie permentally. I loved him and I didn't want to see him right now.
"Dad. I'm home." I called out trying to hold back tears. Walking into the kitchen I heard the Tv playing.
"Dad, I'm going to bed." I said walking up the stair. Ususally he responds. He probably fell asleep on the couch. Renee's death hit everyone hard, mostly Charlie. He has been so depressed lately. I walked down the stairs walking into the livingroom I saw him laying with his back to me on the couch. I turned the TV off.
"Charlie, come on get up ," I said shaking him. He rolled over and I saw white foam coming out of his mouth,
"CHARLIE?" I yelled shaking him, a bottle dropped from his hand. Oh God no.
"CHARLIE!" No, he cant leave me too. He overdosed! This is all my fault. I ran to the phone.
"Forks police, what is your name location and emergency?" I heard a women say over the phone
"My name is-s-s Isab-b-bella Swan, my dad isn't moving he over d-d-dosed I think! Oh God please hurry, DADDY! Please WAke up Daddy!" I sobbed into the phone
"Miss, check if he is breathing can you do that for me honey?" The lady said over the phone calmy
I ran to him
"NO, NO he's not breathing oh God! Please!" I sobbed harder.
"We are going to be there shortly, do you no CPR?" She asked
"Yes! Hang on," I dropped the phone. Blowing into his mouth I pounded on his chest.
"Hes not responding!" I yelled over the phone.
I heard sirens and someone breaking down the door. Everything happened so fast. Someone picking me up I kicked and screamed. The peramedics were tending to my father,
"Clear!" I heard them yell
"Daddy!" I screamed
"Clear!... Still no heart beat. Come on Charlie!" I heard the other one say. I bit the hand of person holding me back. Letting go of me I rushed to Charlie. I jumped on him
"Please daddy don't leave me! Please don't!" I yelled hitting him on the chest.
"He's gone." I heard someone say.
"NO! NO TRY AGAIN!" I yelled my tears blinding me.
"YOU HELP HIM NOW, BRING HIM BACK." I yelled cradling my fathers body to me.
"I am so sorry Miss Swan," I heard someone say. I was petting my fathers head rocking side to side
"Its ok daddy, you'll see, you'll be ok," I whispered tears running down my face.
"Miss we need to take the body," I heard someone say off in the distants I wan't listening.
I began to hum the lullaby he taught me
"Remember daddy? You use to hum this to me, you use to say 'Bella its alright I'm always here', remeber daddy? Remember?" I whispered and started humming again
"You uuse to say 'Daddy little girl'" I said holding him.
Someone pulled me up away from Charlie
"NO! DADDY! DON"T LET THEM TAKE ME! YOU PROMISED! DON"T LET THEM TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU!" I yelled at his lifeless body.
"PAPA!" I yelled again. I began to sob, breaking down completely. Seeing the body bag come from the house, it began to rain. Looking up at the sky,
"God, why?" I asked before blanking out.