Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.

Lily, I cannot live with the thought that I will never be able to see you again. I can still see your eyes, greener than the trees, and they're haunting me day and night

I hate me, for breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you.

I'm dying inside because I lost you, Lily. I don't want to keep feeling my love for you, but it still burns inside of me and I can't stop loving you.

Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, and though I may have lost my way, all paths lead straight to you.

I may have been a part of something that you didn't believe in Lily, but everything I've done since I went against the old ways I've done for you, my love. Everything that I do to protect your son isn't just for his protection; I do it to honor your memory.

Halo, blinding wall between us. Melt away and leave us alone again.

James may have loved you and you may have loved him, Lily, but nothing would have stopped me from loving you. I wish that barrier that James caused could have gone away and left us alone, but alas, things did not work out in my favor. Perhaps it was for the best.

The humming haunted somewhere out there. I believe our love can see us through in death.

I can still the soft, sweet sound of your voice speaking to me, Lily. Even though I know you're gone, it's still haunting me, tearing at my heart constantly. Your death did not stop my love for you; in fact, it heightened, making me love you even more.

You're not alone, no matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore.

Even though you're dead, Lily, remember that while James will be beside you always, I will be too. He may have loved you, but not in the way I do; my love is enough to drive someone insane by letting it take over them.

And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me.

When I found your body lying there, not moving, I lost myself completely. I continually blamed myself for causing your death. I held your body in my hands and I knew, somehow, that you realized that I had changed. I could feel it in my heart that you knew I had regretted the old ways and that I was truly sorry for the life I once led.

I long to be like you, lie cold in the ground like you. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you.

I wish to be dead as well, Lily! I feel that is the only way I can feel any sort of relief from the pain caused by your death. I want you to realize the love I have for you. I promise you, Lily, I will always love you. Always.