I wrote this like two summers ago, but just never posted it. I found it the other day and just thought maybe it was time. Enjoy :)
soulmate noun
a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.
Everything Peeta and I had together fitted the word soulmate. Not even just the romantic aspect, but as a friend, I felt as if we were both brought into this world to befriend one another. Every time he spoke, it was as if he was saying my thoughts out loud. But, with Peeta he would not only say my thoughts but he would put them into a more logical sense. He is so wise, smart, handsome, caring.. not enough adjectives in the world can describe what he means to me. He has done everything to protect me, and I tried, I really did try to keep him safe, but I failed that mission. I will never forgive myself for abandoning you for that wire. Your safety means so much more to me, I hope you realise that. I hope you realise I didn't know, that I didn't think President Snow would capture you. I had no idea Peeta, please believe me. He will always do better, I can't even count how many good things he has done for me and my family, I owe him so much. I owe him my life. Ever since I first met him, I knew that the boy with the bread was special, and unlike anyone else I have ever met. He's always had my back. He's perfect, that's the only word I can actually use to describe his personality. He is everything I have ever looked for in a friend, or companion. I guess, I just never realised that until now. He's the only person I can talk to about everything, from my family to laughing about nonsense. He's the only person who can make my insides turn upside down, with the simplest touch. He can make me laugh forever, and will always be the person I turn to when I cry. Right now Peeta, I hope, I really do hope that you're alive. So when I find you, you will hug me and kiss me and tell me we can get through this, and I won't have to worry, because everything in that moment will be okay.