- If you had to leave, what would you say?

- If I had to leave: I would tell my parents "thank you" for all they have done for me and for the person I am now, but I also would tell them that I am not who I am supposed to be, that i cannot be myself staying in this sick town, that if I leave it's because is good for me, because I no longer belong to this town and that nothing could change my mind, I love spending time in the home they built, but it's time to leave to real world that I will miss them in the hard times, but It's time for me to grow and be.

I would tell my sister that I forgive her for every shitty thing she made me in the past, that I am sorry for all the shitty things I did for pure revenge, and that I will miss her a lot, that thanks to her I built my personality and that I hope that she chooses her happiness first of all stuff, just like I did. I would not have regrets about her, because she will be the only one that understands my need of being free.

I would tell my closest girl friend that I trusted in her like I did in no one, that it was so comforting meanwhile it lasted, that if things ended like that it's for a reason, I am happy without knowing this reason, and no one can replace those memories that I have with her, she is special, and I would like to tell her that please, don't let people change her.

I would tell my first love that I loved him as I will never love anyone else, that he is the love of my life and that I had the time of my life with him, that giving him away was the hardest decision I ever had to do, and the most painful one, that at first I wanted him to be mine forever, but then I realized he never was mine and that freedom will make him as happy as it makes me and I would tell him that please, never forget me, because I will always remember him.

I would tell my best boy friend that I love him more than anything, that he is the only person that I will miss at the first day I leave, at the same intensity as I will miss him in a month, I know that without him I would never be this happy, he fills me, he completes me, I would tell him that the love is the best feeling ever and when he finds it I will be so happy, and sad at the same time, because his time will no longer be for me, but it's ok, nothing will make me love him less. I would tell him that I hope him to be anything he want in the world. I know this decision will kill me because he is the only person I would never leave. That if he asks me to stay, I would.

The only thing I would tell to all of them, is that I am sorry for everything bad I did, and that please let go everything bad, and keep the good memories, I would tell them that never lock themselves because that kills the soul and happiness is the only thing that really matters, it was a pleasure to have them in my life, but nothing lasts forever, and some things are not meant to be, but they never find the answers until they set their old heart free.

I hope I leave soon.

and if I leave

I hope I will see you again.