Hey Friends. Well, I've been reading The Crucible, Which, if you're not religious, is a pretty good book. I've also been watching the movie in English and it got me thinking about a new fic that is only based off of lust and some other aspects of it., It is a BBRae with Terra bashing and Slade eviling things up. This takes place after Things change. Rated M for lust.


I lay on a bed of cold cement. It was not my first time, and it will not be my last. I wish it was though. So much pain in my body and heart. I felt frozen from the inside out. I would not speak. I refused to tell my friends of the pain or they would die. I guess I should explain myself though…

Flashback:

A fight with Slade landed me in a difficult situation, It was just after Beast Boy saw, or thought he saw, Terra and we had finally captured the monster. Bloody and bruised, Beast Boy and I were the only ones with enough energy to take the monster to the police station.

"Did you really see her?" I asked him.

"I don't know, Rae." He sighed. I ignored my nickname and he continued. "But, I'm glad. You know?" I looked at him confused and he gave a light chuckle. "I finally get closure and can move on. I don't have to always go down to that rock and feel sorry for myself. Haha. It's kinda funny though. It feels like I just got out of a bad relationship." I gave a light smile and continued walking with the knocked out monster in a cloud of my ora.

We walked a little further in silence. I suddenly felt cold and froze in my tracks.

"Hey, Rae," Beast Boy said. "Are you okay?" He asked. But I couldn't hear him. My vision started to disappear as did the world. The last thing I heard was Beast Boy screaming my name and a voice I hadn't heard in Years. "Slade"

I woke up on the cold floor of a small rusted metal room. My cloak and leotard had a layer of dirt on them and I had a large meta-like chain around my neck, wrist, and ankles. I tried to use my powers but I couldn't do anything.

We walked out of the shadows and says, "Sleep well, my dear."

"Slade!" I growled. "Where's Beast Boy?"

"Don't worry about your friend, my dear. He's fine." He chuckles. "For now."

"What do you want?" I asked. It was more out of fear then curiosity though.

He slides his face next to mine and he whispers in my ear, "What any man wants," He takes off his mask and I could feel is ice cold breath trailing down my next. "A true beauty like you."

Before I could react, He throws me to the floor and his body follows. For the first time, I finally see Slades face. His short grey hair manages to cover the top of his pale blue eye and eye patch. His pale eyes were as cold as the floor. I had never felt such terror in my life.

I try to scream but he covers my mouth with his. "I have been very patient with you, my dear." He whispers. His face just above mine. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. I knew that what was about to happen would ruin me. But I could do nothing. I didn't have my power, the others didn't know where I was at and Beast Boy. I gasp at the thought.

"Wh-where's Beast Boy." I stuttered. I didn't mean to, but I was in a week situation.

"How about a deal." He said to me. "You do this for me, and I will let you both go." His offer baffled me. How do I know he wont just kill us or keep us here. "I can tell you don't believe me." He frowned. "Very well." He got off of me and move to the other side of the room. He sighed and kept facing the other way. "Very well. To ashore that I will keep my end, you must come to me whenever I call for you. If not," He finally turned to me and grabbed my neck, "I will sneak into your friends rooms in the darkness of the night and slight their throats. And you know that I am a very capable man." He pulled me to my feet and grabbed me by my arms, "my dear, sweet Raven." With every word, he kissed my skin. I was speechless. I was damned if I did and damned if I didn't. But I couldn't let my friends die. Not after all they have done to save me.

"O-Okay." I whispered.

I could feel him grin against my pale skin. "Perfect." He whispered. He grabbed me by my chains and threw me to the floor like an animal pulling its meat down for the final kill.

He tore off my cloak and started to peel off my leotard. I turned my head to the side as he slid of my undergarments and his soon followed. We lay still in nothing but our skin and hair. I tried to look everywhere but him, but every time I tried he would scream at me, telling me to look at the face of my lover. I was scared that if I didn't, he would kill me. His eyes looked into mine like a starving wolf. I had never felt so weak before. He finally set his first blow. I screamed in pain and he just continued. Going faster and faster, until he reached his climax and fell next to me.

After a few minutes of him laying next to me as I lay in fetal position, He gets up and tosses me clothes that are similar to the ones he destroyed.

"Get dressed and go." He says while getting dressed. "And one more thing, don't tell your friends. We must keep this a secret for as long as possible."

I finished getting dressed and he releases my shackles. "How do I know when you will call me?" I asked. I was on the verge of tears, but I still needed to know.

"I will tell you soon. Now go. And don't worry about your friend. He is back at home, thinking that it was all a dream. Just tell him that he was to tired to remember anything and that you took care of it."

He opened the door and I headed out, "Oh and Raven." I tuned back to him and he turned away, "I will see you soon." He gave a heavy chuckle and I left in a hurry.

Once I got to the tower, the lights were off and everyone was in bed. I hurried to my room and shut the door. I grabbed some clothes and went to the shower in my room. I turned on the water to the point where it burnt my skin. I sat on the shower floor, scrubbing my body till it turned red. I got out and went to my bed and passed out in pain.

End Flashback

That has been going on for the past two weeks. Slade would call me twice a week, I'd go, he'd violate me, I'd go home, take a shower, and pass out in pain. No one knew but Slade and I.


So, is it good. I'm sorry if the lemons aren't very good. I'm still a virgin so, yeah.

R&R

Thorn Out