Dear Nikki,
I'm sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you, the arguments, I didn't mean it, I hope you understand. You have always been my best friend, and I don't use that term often Leo's a friend but he can't read my mind and complete my sentences', he can't tell how I'm feeling just by looking at my emotionless face, with him the silences are awkward with you there not even thought normally there aren't many silences you do tend to go on and on, but don't get me wrong I love it. I love teasing you and the way you can always think of some smart comeback straight away and when you don't you hit me on the shoulder, I have so many bruises on my arm but I don't mind.
I couldn't pick just one thing I love about you there are so many, but you're eyes are beautiful, hypnotising even, the way they sparkle even when you're upset, and the way they light up when you smile, oh you're smile so breathtaking its perfect just like you. I know you never admit it but somewhere deep down you must know you were born with the looks of an angel, you can't be that oblivious. Just in case you really are that blind and you look at a photo of some loser instead of looking In the mirror every day, I will tell you now that you are beautiful, it is mindboggling to contemplate how someone can be as completely perfect and flawless as you, I don't know how you do it but even at 5am when you've just woken up you look more beautiful than models that have been photo shopped beyond identification.
I love it when you're angry it makes me want to laugh because it's always over some little thing that not even a bored idiot in an empty white room all on his own would find worth talking about. Not that I'm offending you but really its unnecessary but as I said I love it, you're cute when you're angry. And when you're sad you make me want to scoop you up in my arms handhold you so tight that neither of us will be able to breath, I love comforting you and knowing that I'm the only person who makes you truly smile when I do.
But overall Nikki Alexander there is too much to write about you on just this letter so I will sum it all up in three very truthful words,
I Love You.
Harry xx
He sealed the light pink envelope and shakily stuck a first class stamp on the front and wrote "Miss Nicola Alexander" he didn't write an address because he knew that even if he did she would never read it. He had been an idiot, his mum had once told him that things are meant to happen for a reason, some things you can't change and no amount of screaming at nothing will help because there is one thing that no one can stop. No one can move on you've just got to deal with it.
All he had left were photos but one day Harry would see her beautiful face again, but until then he just had to blow kisses to the sky and hope she caught them, Harry blamed himself he should have never have shouted at her and never let her run away into the dark alone because now he would never see her again for Nikki Alexander had died.