iCry For You

The words rang in my head. It stuck to me like a bad song. I just couldn't believe it. I wanted to punch that doctor right in the face. How dare he, how dare he act as if he didn't just like someone's life slip into the darkness of death. But my heart hurt too much to move an inch. Once those words came off his tongue, I lost all feeling in my body.

"I'm sorry Mr. Benson. We did all we-"

"Save it." I pushed him out of the way. I didn't care. I didn't care about anything at all in the world. It didn't matter, not anymore. The girl I liked, no, loved, was gone. Gone forever. And there was no way to get her back. Tears fell from my eyes as I rushed out of the hospital. I started running. I'm not sure where I was running but somehow I ended up at that park. The park where I had proposed to her.

We were suppose to get married in three months, but now, it was all over. I sat down on the bench where we use to talk and stare at the clouds all the time. The tears came harder. I remembered all the happy times we spent together.

I hated all the drunk drivers. It was their entire fault that the girl I love was gone. I hated them, I hated them all. I stared at the black sky as rain drops fell on my forehead. It was like the sky was crying for me. My ring tone brought me back to Earth. I looked at the Caller ID. It was Carly.

"Yeah?"

"Freddie, I'm so sorry. Where are you?"

"At the park."

"You should come home."

"I don't want to."

"Listen, I know you're sad about-"

"Carly, please just don't say her name. Not now."

"Freddie…"

"Bye Carly."

"Wait!" I hung up on her. I squeezed my cell phone. I threw it as far as I could. All I could think about was Sam. Sam. Sam. Sam. A million times Sam. Her name echoed in my mind. I knew I'd never be able to move on. Never. Sam would always be in my heart and soul. She was a part of me. Now that she was gone, I felt empty. Like something was missing, like there was a hole in my heart.

"Sam…I love you. And I always will. Now and until the end of time! Please, please, just stay with me." I dropped down to my knees and for the first time in years, I prayed to God. I prayed hard. I had one wish. I wished to see Sam just one last time. "Please God, please. I want to see Sam just one last time."

"You dork!" I looked up and my heart jumped into my mouth. "S-Sam." And there she was. Just the way I remembered her. Her blonde curls were loosely bouncing on her chest. Her perfect blue eyes sparked like the stars. She had her arms on her hips and she was leaning on her left. She still had that trademark smirk she was best known for. It was the girl I loved.

"Yeah, but I can't stay long." She kneed down on my face and titled my face to hers. "You can't stay sad forever, just 'cause I'm not here in body, guess what I am." She smiled and pointed to my chest where my heart is. "Here. And I'll always be here for you." Her body slowly became transparent. I reached for her face only to see that my finger tips passed right through her.

"Sam…" She laughed.

"I'm always with you, Freddie. Don't ever forget that." And just like that she was gone. I smiled. Even though she was gone, I still felt her warmth. I felt her love and the best part was that she wasn't truly gone from my life. And I loved that the most.

Umm, happy ending I guess?^.^'''

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