I don't own naruto or makes any profits from my fanfics
I was inspired to this when I'd read 'bloodline destroyer' of 'oso1991'
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My name is Haruno Sakura
I'm dead
I've been dead for four years, almost five
Ever since HE left and didn't came back
But of course I'm the only one who knows that
To everyone else I'm just an average Konoha-girl
I'm even crushing on the same boy as everyone else
Uchiha Sasuke
Greatest heartbreaker of the entire leaf village
The great thing about him?
He'll never love me
Never expect me to feel anything
Never care that I don't live
Never really
Yup, I'm totally crazy about him
He's on my team
Good
Makes it easier to keep the act
There's another boy in my squad
I don't like him
Never did
He makes me want to laugh
Makes me yearn for friendship
Makes me miss living
But I can't
I'm too scared
I've been dead for far too long
Think of Sasuke
Yeah that's right
I'm the Sasuke- freak
Ino
How could I forget her?
She's properly the best friend I'd ever got
Before…
She'd fight of some bullies for me
She stood up for me
Stood by me
She was my best friend
Made me so happy
And then
I betrayed her
I'd put on my cutest most innocent face and told her
That I was in love
With her crush
And ended our friendship
I've also met this boy
Rock lee
He's hilarious
So funny
So cute
No he's not
He is creepy and annoying
He just looked at me and proposed
"Be my girlfriend
I will protect you till the day I die"
Which girl would agree to that?
I would
If I was free… which I'm not
But I think father would have approved to him
No Sakura
Remember Sasuke
Only Sasuke
Mom doesn't know
About Sasuke
Or Ino
Lee
Or Anything
We doesn't talk much
She tells me about the shop
The costumers
No details
I tell her about my missions
My training
No details
Sometimes we'll talk about dad
How it was when he was here
How it'll be when he comes home
Cause he will…
No he won't
I think Sensei saw me
At the memorial last night
No he didn't
Or he didn't know that it was me
Why else would he act all the same to me?
If he saw me
He'd at least say something about prober sleep
Or something
He don't know a thing
And it's best that way
It's too embarrassing anyway
I don't sleep much
Because of the dreams
I'd leave him behind anyway
To train as a medic-nin
To keep myself busy
Too busy for dreams
And hopes