It's All So Watered Down- A House of Anubis Fanfiction based on Carrie Underwood's Song Wine After Whiskey

Once upon a time our world was on fire and I loved to watch it burn

Wild and reckless, never any limits guess I had a lot to learn

Cause fire turns to ember, embers to ashes that blow away too soon

Now everything's after you is like having wine after whiskey

It went from do anything for you babe to you don't even miss me

Once you've tasted a love that strong you can't go back

And you can't settle on anything less

And that's what gets me

It's like having wine after whiskey

Looking back I guess it was really for the best

Still you're something that I crave

Even though I know it was right to let you go

You're a habit hard to break

I got used to being high and nothing that I try seems good enough right now

It's all so watered down

Like having wine after whiskey

It went from do anything for you babe to you don't even miss me

Once you've tasted a love that strong

You can't go back and you can't settle on anything less

And that's what gets me

It's like having wine after whiskey

Once you've tasted a love that strong you can't go back

And you can't settle on anything less

And that's what gets me

It's like having wine after whiskey

I can't believe that I did that; I actually broke up with Eddie and it's been almost three weeks. I don't even know why I did it. I was scared. Scared of what, you ask? I don't know; scared of commitment, scared of love, scared of getting hurt. It's a long list of me being scared of things having to do with being in a committed relationship.

I haven't been happy since I left him in America with nothing more than a note saying that I didn't want to be with him anymore. Everything I do is just a blob of nothing. I'm sad and upset. Why did I ever break up with him? Why am I so stupid? Why am I so scared? Why am I too stubborn to even tell him that I made a mistake?

I know I broke his heart, but I also broke mine. Why did I ever leave? I want to be with him but I don't think he'll ever forgive me. Ever since him, my life has been all so watered down. I feel little excitement without him. Why am I so stupid?

One decision, one impulse, one stupid move changed my life forever. I don't think I can ever love again.