Some people have amazing talents,
Amazing friends, family...
I... am just a pathetic loser who has nothing going for her in life... I really wish I could change... but I can't... I am a mistake... I am no use to anyone... I am rude, mean, cruel, angry and sad.
My co-workers hate my guts and so does L, I do love him... I just have high doubt that he doesn't care about me at all. I know I can get very angry and mean but I'm just trying to give the signal that I like him so he could think about it. Well, I don't think he will ever get it. I am nobody.
Liar
Weird
Useless
Worthless
Nothing
I can't take it anymore...
We were in the fancy building working on the Kira case as usual then L passed a note to me and said.
"Don't open it until you get home." He kinda looked happy in a way but a bit relieved.
When I got home I opened the slip and this is what it said.
YOU'RE FIRED
and please don't come back to the task force or the police station. We talked it over and since your very stupid and just plain annoying.
The Task Force
My mouth dropped...
"stupid?..."
They are firing me because I am stupid...
"HOW THE FUCK IS MUSUDA STILL IN THE TASK FORCE!"
My roommate ran up to me while I was crying. My roommate was my classmate in middle school.
"What's wrong this time he didn't notice you...?"
"I GOT FIRED!"
"Yeah no wonder..." she walked off.
pills... there in the cupboard.
Who was that?
It's me... your old friend...
All my old friends are dead...
I am Nasha, I will relieve your pain... just take the pills...
ok...
I got up and entered the bathroom. Open the cupboard and ate all the pills.
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my body collapsed onto the floor.
I am free...