Disclaimer: Don¡¯t own ZOIDS. That¡¯s all I¡¯ve got to say.
Rating: G
Category: Angst/General
Pairing: Vague Raven X Van or Van X Raven. Either way, I don¡¯t care.
A/N: A slight shounen-ai warning, even if it¡¯s vague.
Blurred
-By Firemoon
You disgust me
I feel compassion towards you
I hate you
I love you..
I don¡¯t know what I feel about you
Thoughts jumbled up inside my head
I can¡¯t speak a word.
Afraid— yes, afraid—
That I might say something—
That I don¡¯t yet fully understand.
I fear that.
I don¡¯t know, nor understand
What I really feel
So I continue to sit here, alone,
Trying to think and sort it all out
But the edges are blurred.
Mixing, intertwining,
Blending together
Until I don¡¯t know what¡¯s what anymore.
Love, hate, friend, enemy..
I won¡¯t see you, or even speak your name
Until I know how I really feel about you.
Just sitting here, alone, thinking.
But just for this once..
Van Flyheight,
I hate you..
But, I love you..
.. ..Blurred.
It¡¯s all blurred now.
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Firemoon¡¯s notes:
IT DOESN¡¯T WORK!!!!!!!!!!! *screams* I¡¯ve tried everything but it doesn¡¯t seem to work..
Sorry GardenLaw.. I really didn¡¯t mean for my fics to turn out this, er, badly-formatted.
Sorry to everyone *screams again, tears streaming down her face*
Well, was it good? Then REVIEW please! Flames accepted. I don¡¯t mind.
Er, the other stories will –hopefully— be updated soon.
Thanks!