I was waiting.
Waiting forever for Ikuto to come back.
He left 5 years agoleaving me alone, I still have the Guardians, but it's not the same.
Crying when I saw a cat, every person that had indigo hair looked like him.
I thought he would come back. Come back for me.
Smiling, no smirking at me, teasing me, I missed all of it even when he acted perverted.
I waited.
Waited in our teacup, looking out of my balcony, waiting and wondering when he would come back.
I realized I lik- loved him. He was everything to me. Tadase was nothing just and innocent crush.
I wondered would he ever come back.
I prayed and prayed for him, to find his stupid dad and come back.
Why didn't he call or text or email or even send a postcard?
The last news I heard from him was an email from nine months ago.
I read that email at least a million times.
'Still looking for my dad, I passed a croissant store, I wished it was taiyaki and was eating it with you'
Reading that email, I thought he felt the same way.
Deeply discouraged when I didn't hear any more news.
Ami thinks I'm emo, am I?
Maybe I am, missing him has caused too much pain and trauma for me.
My parents don't even know how many times I have cried since he left.
None of my friends can shake me out of this.
You brought it over me. But why?
Why did you have to go?
I understand that he's family, but-
What about us?
Was finding your father that important?
Why couldn't you wait, till I could go with you?
It could have been for my safety.
But would it have been that dangerous?
Or did you think I would slow you down.
I didn't believe you loved me till it was too late.
I missed my chance then, but I still have now.
I will tell you.
I will tell you that I love you.
And will forever.
Though you are gone now and I miss you.
I will wait and wait.
Till the day I can tell you.
That I love you.
But until that day comes, I miss you, dream about you, pray for you, and love you.
But most of all I will never give up waiting for you.
Vanixchoco: There my first fanfic, yes I know corny and cheesy (in some way), emo-ish too and a little OOC, but whatever. And its short, I know. Thank you for reading and flames allowed.
Disclaimer: I do not own Shugo Chara.