Hello everyone! I just felt like writing, yes its another Leah one, I want to continue this story into more than a one-shot, if anyone likes it and wants to review telling me if I should go on or not that would be super helpful. R and R please!1
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~Raindrop~
It all started with a letter, just a short note, but it was now the center of his life.
Dear Jacob,
I know how this will affect you, and I'm so terribly sorry for it, but I can't help but more forward, whatever direction that is. I want you to know that I love you, I always have, and that I appreciate how you tried to help me heal, even when it seemed impossible. I know you never realized you brought pain too, but it was a good pain, a burning heart ache that shot fires through my rusty old veins, making my numb mind feel emotion again. And slowly I fell in love with you; I fell in love with everything about you. The way you dealt with the pain of losing your girl, your Isabella Marie Swan to your sworn enemy, if anyone could have understood how to help you through that it was me. The way you tried to hide that confident, defiant streak that ran through your blood, I was always so sure you'd surface that fire when you should. And you did, when the time came, you knew how to handle it, starting another pack would have nearly killed anyone else, but you made it seem easy. I fell in love with the way you walked, talked, and lived, so gentle yet so wild; it drew me to you with a never ending craze. You made me feel whole again, Jake, made me feel happy and loved and for a second there I tricked myself into believing that you loved me too, but I guess I was wrong, Jake, because if you really loved me….the ending wouldn't have been like this. Goodbye Jacob Black, I'll miss you. I love you; I wished you had loved me to.
Leah Marie-Shay Clearwater
The letter shook in his tear-soaked hands; he let a small whimper run through him. Leah's cold body lay at his feet. "What have I done?" He whispered, despair and anger mixed together, making a most unwelcome emotion inside his head. "Leah..." He gently caressed her face, knowing the hope of bringing her back was already gone. Her eyes were closed and an almost peaceful smile was playing softly on her lips, like she was resting in a meadow with the sun shining down on her, he hoped, for her sake, the world had taken pity on Leah Clearwater and forgiven her for playing into fate's traps. He hoped she was in a better place, or at least a happy one, Jacob couldn't stand it if his beautiful but broken Leah ended up in never-ending anguish. Tenderly he lifted her body, cradling her in his arms, and then he couldn't stop himself, he kissed her. He kissed her with the built up passion and pain he had stored, the beautiful love he had for Leah Clearwater would have been displayed in this kiss, had she been here to experience it. Her lips were cold and unresponsive. He howled a howl that even words full of misery couldn't begin to describe. Then Jacob ran, his last hope becoming the only option.