Condemned to a life, you never deserved,
The voices from above, are the only you've heard,
A mask to hide the deformity, no one would ever see,
As long as you're in my mind, I'll never be free
Id only heard the stories, Id never seen your face,
I tried to find you endlessly, yet you never left a trace,
Of your paths, your footsteps, of you,
That I could follow, not one single clue…
But I soon knew you'd set your sights on another,
That you needed her as a friend, a companion, a lover
I never realised you where her angel of music,
Now when she speaks of you, it makes me sick,
Knowing I never had you, and that I never would,
And that she threw her chance away, when she was the only who could,
When I learnt that you where the mysterious 'Don Juan'
I replayed that memory, and still do on and on
Among the commotion of that fatal show,
I knew the path I needed to follow,
For one night, long ago in her dressing room,
I found the passage that lead to your dark gloom,
I would not go alone, though secretly I wanted to,
The others rampaged in front, searching for you,
I found your lair, the beauty I'd been longing to see,
Yet nothing was there, only your mask awaited me…
I still treasure it often, I never told a soul,
That I'd found it, and that it somehow filled the hole,
Of my fragile, empty heart,
With your sorrowful depart,
As far as everyone knows, that's where my story ended,
They never heard the rest, on how it was you that my life depended,
I'm still alone, and I'll die that way,
Unless somehow you come back to stay
I fell in love with you, when I heard your voice,
To be honest, I never had a choice,
My heart gave itself away
My mind and my conscience never had a say,
In this matter, this dilemma, this situation,
You rendered me into a state of sweet sedation,
But now you've gone, you're just a memory in my mind,
Your spirit however, I'll always be trying to find…