A/N:
this is the answer to a request by my friend Anshi-chan. I hope she likes it.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Song: Stay by Lisa Loeb
Genre: romance I guess...
Summary: Yami said some things he wishes he could take back.
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Stay
By Pop Flower Millenium (on the continent of Ohio, in the Antarctic ocean,
there lives the Half-Dead Elf Men, most of which are named Tom)
Yami sighed as he looked in the mirror, the full-sized mirror showed his sullen
features, the dark rings under his eyes, the hollow look in his eyes. All of
this was a result of one thing; her
She caused all this
You say
I only hear what I want to
...no...
You say
I talk so all the time
He had done it...all him...
So
He had said things...done things...but that was the past...now...now she'll
never be back though...but he didn't care...not really. Did he? He was better
off without her there. Wasn't he? He didn't really miss her. Did he?
And I thought
What I felt was simple
Anthy stared at the house she was standing in front of, Kaylynn's motorcycle
zooming away from her. She didn't know why she was back here...he didn't miss
her. He had told her to go. He had wanted her gone...hadn't he? Well, one thing
she knew for sure was that she wasn't needed there, she wasn't going to go
back...
And I thought
That I don't belong
Then she turned away from the building and started to walk away, hoping Kaylynn
had been pulled over already so she could get a lift, she wasn't going to come
back here anymore. She wasn't going to reminisce on the past any more.
And now that
I am leaving
But she stopped and, as if pulled by some unseen force, she turned back towards
the house and looked at it...she could see him faintly, he was standing there
staring into a mirror, he looked so...
Now I know that
I did something wrong
...sad...
Cause I missed you
she narrowed her eyes slightly and turned away again, walking down the
street...let him wallow if he wanted to. She didn't care. It was his own fault.
Not hers. Right? She looked over her shoulder one more time...
Yeah
I missed you
Yami folded his foot under him as he sat down on a chair in the living room, he
looked out the window and watched as a white haired girl and a blonde haired
boy walked down the street. He was talking and she was listening, she spoke and
he'd respond...he'd never responded to her when she spoke...he'd just talked
and hadn't given her opinion a second thought...
You say
I only hear what I want to
That's what she'd said...he didn't listen...
I don't listen hard
...didn't pay attention...
Don't pay attention
To anything she said, or did, or suggested. She had been a booster for him, but
that was it. Now he knew for sure...he had done something terrible...he'd hurt
her...more then she'd ever hurt him. He had hurt her bad enough to make her
leave him.
To the distance
That you're running
She walked into her apartment, again waving to Kaylynn, who finished ripping up
her speeding tickets, reckless endangerment tickets and other tickets and then
drove away.
To anyone
Anthy smiled. She wished she could have been more like the carefree, grinning
friend she cherished so much. Kaylynn had always had a certain something that
made everyone take a step back from her. Something Anthy didn't have.
Anywhere
Jetta. Jetta had a bright, cheery aura about her that Anthy didn't. Jetta made
everything seem so simple that it was strange to think that anything as bad as
what had happened could happen.
I don't understand
If you really care
He was bullheaded and stubborn. That's all there was to it. He hadn't really
cared. Or else he wouldn't have hurt her.
I'm only hearing negatives
He wouldn't have said those things to her. Or done those things to her. Or told
her he was better off on his own...
No
He shook his head and stared hard at the window, he was hearing her all too
clearly; "Get away from me! Who the hell do you think you are?! Why would you
say that? Maybe I am better off without you!" the slam of the door in his head
made him cringe as he touched his cheek where she'd planted her fist during
their last and first fight...she'd hated him then.
No
For all he knew she hated him now too.
Good-bye
"Good-bye, Yami!" SLAM!
So I
She squeezed both her eyes shut and the pillow in her lap. Then she leaned over
and clicked on the radio.
I turn the radio on
He turned the volume up and sat back, still looking out the window at the
couple outside of his house. He was getting tired, dazed as his vision blurred
slightly, he could have sworn that the white haired girl was Anthy and that she
was smiling and talking to him...but it was a dream.
I turn the radio up
Then he closed his eyes and wished for one more chance...to take back those
words...
And this woman was
Singing my song
...all those hateful words...
Lovers in love
And the others run away
...all those angry things he'd said...
Lover is crying
Cause the other won't stay
and he knew that he felt tears on his face as he closed his eyes and hugged his
knees tightly, not wanting to look out the window anymore.
Sometimes I wonder
Why we're waiting for the others
She smiled a bit when she thought of the things Kaylynn and Jetta might say if
she consulted them on this matter of heart...wondered if Joey and Malik had
ever done anything like this...
Who were
Dying since the day they were born
She'd seen Kaylynn and Malik fighting constantly, everywhere in fact, but they
were always tied to each other...she wished she and Yami could have been like
that...constantly making up would be better then never having the chance,
wouldn't it?
You look back
Jetta and Joey didn't seem to have any problems, Joey surprising Jetta with
gifts, Jetta sitting there with and her just...being there seemed to make Joey
ecstatic. She wished she could be like them.
You think that I'm throwing
But I'm thrown
But she wasn't. She was different and that's why she was alone now.
And I thought
I'd live forever
And now I'm not so sure
He thought that being immortal would make him colder. Make him smart enough to
not fall for the same tricks twice...by the likes of Bastet no less. She did
resemble his queen...but so did Ryou on a certain level...but Anthy had loved
him like Bastet had. Anthy had been his queen when he thought he'd lost it all.
You try to tell me that I'm clever
Seto was smart. Bakura was cunning. Joey was loyal. Malik was devious and
clever. Kaylynn was ruthless and wild. Jetta was intelligent and bright. Ryou
was gentle. Yugi was kind...but...
But that won't take me anyhow
She...
Or anywhere
She was an angel...and he'd clipped her wings.
With you
But she'd stuck by him.
You said that I was naive
She bowed her head as she remembered the argument they'd had...the things he'd
said...
I thought that I was strong
"Are you stupid? Why would you even think that I pay no attention to you! if
you're so starved then why don't you go find another person to feed off of?!"
... "Get out of here, then! And don't you dare ever come back here! Never"
I thought Hey
I can leave
I can leave
She bit her bottom lip hard enough to draw blood as she squeezed the fluff out
of the pillow, drops hitting the cushion of the couch as she cried. She'd been
wrong. She missed him. She needed t see him smile again. But how? He wouldn't
take her back. And her pride prohibited apology...
But now I know
That I was wrong
Cause I missed you
He missed her. He was too shy to say anything, and too proud to lose anymore
then he already had. But he wanted her back with him again. Back where she was
needed. Back where he could be by her side again. Back together.
You try to give away a keeper
Or keep me cause you know
You're just so scared to lose
Neither one of them suspecting the similarities in their patterns of behavior
as they both looked out their windows, Yami resting his cheek on his leg, which
was still up by his chest. Anthy squeezing the nearly dead pillow in her lap.
Both missing the other.
And you say
Stay
Neither one of them knowing that they were thinking the same thing...missing
the same thing...wishing on the same star...
You say
I only hear what I want to...
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A/N: End! I know, spur of the moment story, but, I wanted to finish it for her.
After all, Anshi-chan IS my very best friend in the world. So, I guess...this
is it...here's the end of another songfic by da masta!!!!
