Who Will Love Me for Me #1
/
I watched my grandmother, who was more like my mother, being lowered into the wet, soggy ground. My grandmother had died of a sever heart attack. You see, my mother died when I was only 2 years old, she became very ill and passed on. My father, he doesn't give a crap about me. he would rather go spend his money off gambling in Vegas, where he lives now. He left me and my mom when I was 6 months old. He found another woman, one that didn't have his child. He didn't want the pressure of being a dad. Honestly, I'm glad he left. Me and my mom had a good, but short life together without him. I was surpised he showed up for Grannys funeral. I haven't spoke to him yet and I don't plan to. I was talking to my grandpa earlier and he said he's moving into a nursing home since Grannys gone, he can't take care of himself and I have to find somewhere else to live. I know is I don't wanna leave Tampa and go all the way across the country.
We took a seat and the Pastor said a few words about my Granny. I could tell he didn't know her at all. I had never seen this guy in my life. He wasnt even the Pastor of my church. That's pretty sad if you ask me.
I drug my feet as I walked away, I didn't wanna leave because that ment more pain I have to deal with. I looked out of the left side of my eye and saw my father walking towards me. He was 6'2" dressed in a black shirt with blue skulls on it. Along with darkwash jeans and Converse. He spiked his dark hair to near perfaction as he used to call it. The only thing I really remember from when I was younger, my mom used to talk about him all the time to me. I think she still loved him..
"Danielle, I'm sorry about your Grandma." he said as he looked up from the gravel on the road. "She was practically your mother too." I said under my breath, hoping he wouldnt hear my sarcasm." He sighed heavily. "Well, your grandpa wants..he wants you to move out and live with me in Vegas." All I could do was stare up into his sky blue eyes in shock. "No..no, I can't just leave!" I screamed at him. "Come on, get in the car and we'll talk about this later." He put his hand on my back lightly pushing me into the black Jeep. I climbed into the passenger seat and silently started to cry. I just watched houses and trees fade behide us as we drove down the streets.
/
"What? You can't move!" my best friend Hannah blurted out at lunch. "I have to, I have no where else to go." I said picking at my Mac&Cheese. "But, why can't you move in with your other grandparents, like your dads family?" my friend Ashely asked with a mouth full of Pizza. "They live in Vegas too, either way I still have to move." I said looking at all my friends sitting around the circluar table. It got quiet until Emily piped up. "When's your last day?" I sighed, "Friday." It was Wednesday. "But you cant be gone in less than 2 days!" Hannah replyed. I just shrugged. The lunch bell rung, I did the usual thing, dump my tray and head to History class.
/
I know it's short and yes, I know this has nothing to do with Hellcats, sorry. I just put in a random show.
Review and I'll love you! (: