Hello there! This is my first story. Please R&R!

Disclaimer: I am not Cassie Clare, nor will I ever be. *Leaves to go cry in corner.

Jocelyn POV

I couldn't believe what I was doing. I had to do it though. No matter how much I hated it, I had do it. We all had to it. It would be better for her if she didn't know what we were doing. I know she would be mad and sad. I couldn't handle it, so I stopped what I was doing and started to bawl for at least the 3rd time today.

Clary POV

Life was confusing and terrifying. Confusing because sometimes you don't what is going on or how to deal with it. Terrifying because sometimes you what is coming or how to fight it. This life was mine at the moment. My demon brother, Sebastian/Johnathan, was coming. Everyone was dealing with it in different ways.

Alec was with Magnus 24/7. They recently made up. I wonder why they broke up. Magnus was with Alec of course. Robert was in Idris, like always. Maryse was pouring herself into research. Isabelle was spending a lot of time with Simon, a lot. He texted most days, but I didn't see him often anymore. My mom was planning the wedding all the time. She was usually out. I lived with her and some days I never saw her. Luke, Jordan, and Maia were busy being werewolves.

Jace was a different story. Jace. My golden boyfriend. He was wonderful. Or he was. I never saw him anymore. The last time I saw him was about 2 weeks ago. All he does is train and spend time with the Silent brothers. He is cursed with the heavenly fire. And it's my fault. I can't even hold hands with him and it's my fault.

Jace POV

I absolutely hated what I was about to do. Clary would probably hate all of us forever, but it was for her safety. If she hated us but she was safe, I would be fine. I finished packing and grabbed my suitcase. I took one last look around my room before I walked through my bedroom door. My room was completely bare. It looked like no one ever lived there. The only thing out place was a letter laying on the dresser. It explained everything. I took one last look around the room before I walked out the door.

I walked down to the foyer of the Institute. Everyone was gathered there. Jordan, Maia, Alec, Magnus, Isabelle, Simon, Maryse, Luke, and Jocelyn.

"Ready?" Alec asked me.

"No" I responded.

"Let's go," Isabelle interjected.

"Okay" I answered. Magnus turned away from the group a created a portal on the wall. Everyone started to slowly towards the portal on the wall, their faces filled with regret.

"Wait!" I yelled. There was a chorus of whats around the room.

"Where is Clary right now?" I asked

Jocelyn answered," She picking up lunch at Taki's. I told her to meet us here so she would find the letter." I could only nod. Everyone slowly walked through the portal. I was the last one to walk through the portal, but before I did, I slowly turned around so I was looking to the rest of the Institute. I spoke 5 words to the empty building.

"I am so sorry Clary."