Because nothing stays the same

by samanshha

After turning into a Vampire Elena has been in a down spiral, but maybe she realized it a bit late. Damon took her away, and now she's alone.. What is she going to do? Damon's relationship with Elena will grow later rather than sooner at the point she's at in her new born baby vamp life. How will she feel? Will she feel? Humanity or no Humanity? Read to find out!

1. The Calm

It was storming, I could hear the thunder and see the lightning flash through my closed blinds. Laying in bed stuck in thought about what Stefan had said, "You shared blood with him Elena! It didn't mean anything to you but it meant something to me, and I know that it sure as hell meant something to Damon." Damon had said something about it being personal but he didn't give me specifics.. "Just drink." So I did, I didn't know that it wasn't going to help me but it was worth a try, he tasted so good I barley managed to not drink all of him. What was I going to do? Stefan was upset with me and I didn't know how to fix it, maybe it was better off this way.

There was a knock against my window suddenly disrupting my thought, getting out of bed, I fixed my messy purple flanel Pajamas. Reaching the window I opened the blinds, to no surprise it was Damon. Damon causually jumped in my room at Vampire speed and sat on my bed. "What do you want Damon? It's late and I'm tired." Damon looked at me questioningly, as if I was saying something foreign. "Elena.. you need to learn how to feed from a human before you end up becoming something you don't want to be." He said it as a warning. "Damon, you know where I stand.." Before I could finish my sentence he was two inches away from my face. "Elena." He breathed and I could feel his hot breath on my skin. Feeling nervous I backed away but he followed, I tripped and fell on my bed. Damon being Damon smirked and I became aware of what he was thinking, I craweld back to the head board of my bed and looked for a way out of this situation. I loved Stefan but I also loved Damon and I don't want to end up like Katherine so I have to stay away from Damon.

My phone started to viberate against my side table, "Stefan? Why are you calling so late?" Talk about saved by the bell I thought. "I just wanted to let you know that I'll be with you every step of the way tomorrow, and make sure you don't lose control, I love you Elena." Looking up at Damon I knew he heard what Stefan said, "..I love you too." I hung up the phone and Damon looked at me, " You wouldn't have to worry about losing control if you had just let me teach you." I blinked and just like that he was gone..