Forever
Hirayama Yuki
Disclaimer: The characters used belong to Aoyama Gosho
Summary: They say love is happiness and wonderful. But what if that isn't true at all? What if love only leads to solitude, tears and a shattered heart? Could a woman still love a man despite the fact that he found his happiness elsewhere? The thoughts before the closure of a heart belong to one woman alone. Her name: Shiho Miyano.
And there you are.
Wearing your black suit and waiting for your beloved.
Incredible how fast time goes by. It seems to me as if it was only yesterday when I found you and thus wormed my way into your life.
Back then I still wasn't aware of how you could mesmerize me with your bare presence or how you would change me.
Shinichi Kudo...just what have you done to me?
Your sincere, caring and charming personality brought light into my shaded being and therefor I'm very thankful. Because of you I learned the meaning of freedom, love and friendship.
You became one of the most important persons in my life and I can't believe that from today on you'll be untouchable for me.
But as long as you are happy, so am I.
How willing would I like to be the woman, being walked to the altar. The one who will be filling yourt heart with love as soon as you look at her.
It hurts but I promised to myself that I'll stay strong. Staying strong for you to give you a smile, just so you can go on living that perfect life of yours.
You don't even know what I would do for you.
But what of it..?
I will never be able to love someone the same way I loved you.
I can still remember the time when you came over in the middle oft he night to ask me how you could propose to Ran.
You were terribly desperate and didn't find a way out.
You didn't notice how my heart shattered into tiny little pieces, how I swallowed my distress or how I put on a fake smile just so I could help you planning your big day.
"I love you, Shiho!" Those were your last words before you disappeared into night only to propose to her the very next day. How would I love these few words to be true.
You winked at me moments before you turned to the priest and took your marriage vows.
With tears in my eyes I smile at you.
I sincerely wish for your happiness
And please don't worry about me. I'll go on with my life and I will keep my feelings for you under...
Forever.