Cut redone:CHAPTER 0NE
YUGI'S POV:
I place the sharp cold blade to my wrist. I slight tingle runs across my scalp and down my spine. It seems as if the blue and purple veins are shrinking away from the blade. I take a deep breath and slit my wrist. Not deep enough to kill me but deep enough to draw blood and feel the relief. A noise downstairs catches me off guard. I stuff the blade in a hole in my mattress and recover it. Replacing my shirt sleeve over my wrist I listen for Yami to come up the stairs for his nightly lecture. 'When will he get a life?' I think to myself. Then another voice inside answers, 'may be he has a life and you don't wich is why you hate him."
'Ridiculous' I answer.
'Is it.' I am interupted from my Skitzophrenia when I hear Yami coming up the stairs. Turning the door knob and he's in.
"Yugi!" he yells exitedly at me. I fake smile. I wish only that the relief the cut gave me was still there. "Look, Tea,Joey,Tristan and Kaiba want to invite you and I to go to a Christmas party at Kaiba's mansion. What do you say?"
"That's okay Yami. You go. I would only get in the way." I look down under Yami's gaze.
"Yugi? I have to ask. It has been bothering me for weeks. What's wrong. Don't tell me nothing. I see it in your eyes. You trust no one. Plus you have become anti-social again and it worries me."
"Tell me Yami. When was it you began to notice it?" There was a long silence before Yami answered.
"4 weeks. Since we seperated."
"Yeah. Now can you guess why?"
"No." Yami said horasly. I knew he knew what was wrong. He was too cowardly to face it.
"Fine. You betrayed me. You stole all my friends. I don't even matter to you anymore!"
"Yugi! Of course you do. You are the only thing that matters to me anymore."
"No I don't! You like to think I do but I only get in the way. You've even said so in you're sleep!" I could tell from his face he had no idea what I was talking about.
"I have never...."
"Oh really! So, "Yugi leave me alone. You're always in my way. Go away. This is my life now." Means nothing! That's what you said Yami and don't try to deny it!"
"I would never think that of you. Yugi, how can I prove to you that if anything were to happen to you I would die?" I thought about it, then pulled out my knife and that is when I made the biggest mistake of my life. I pulled back my sleeve. Yami's eyes grew wider but I didn't care. I slit my wrist, but I slit to deep. The last thing I saw was Yami staring at me in shock. I felt my breath leaving me. The world around me went black. That was all I knew for 3 days. When I woke up I was in a hospital bed.
Yami's POV:
All I could do was watch as Yugi fell to the floor. He had just slit his wrist. 'Why didn't I see this coming' I thought to myself. Then the reality hit me. Yugi was dying. I ran over to him and turned him over to his back."Grandpa! Grandpa!" I called to Solomon. A minute later Solomon was up the steps.
"What happened!" he yelled.
"Yugi cut his wrist to deep. He's dying. We have to get him to the hospital!" I shouted at him as if he didn't already know. A minute later we were in the car on the way to the hospital. I held Yugi in my arms. Afraid if I let go he would die.
The long ride to the hospital was made worse by listening to Yugi's breath get shorter and shorter every second. When at last we were at the hospital I jumped out before the car had stopped and ran inside. I was met by a nurse who took Yugi from me and told me to wait. Solomon had to fill out forms while I paced in the waiting room. Hours went by and no word. Finaly a doctor came out and told us we should go home. Yugi was sleeping but we couldn't see him. He was too weak for company. I noticed they hadn't actualy said he would be fine. Solomon drove home and I ran up to Yugi's room immediatly. I hoped that he would be waiting there like always for me to come home and give him another lecture he didn't deserve. He wasn't there. I fell on my knees and cried myself to sleep.
The next morning I woke up when I heard the phone ring. I answered. Big mistake in the long run as you'll soon find out.
"Hello." I said groggily.
"Is this Yami Muotoh?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"Doctor Kamachi. I am calling concerning your brother Yugi." I gasped.
"What happened?!"
"Nothing yet. He can have visitors now. He isn't awake but we figure it would be nice for him to hear you're voice. He's called out you're name all night long while we were doing tests."
"I thought he was unconscience?"
"He was." the doctor responded solomly.
"Is he going to be all right."
` "Mr. Muotoh I am not going to lie to you. We have no answers. Yugi cut all most all the way through his wrist. All the way through two of his blood veins. He lost too much blood before we got to him. All I will say for now is he's lucky he isn't dead. Goodbye. We'll see you soon." he said and hung up. As much as I wanted to I couldn't make myself go to the hospital. Not for two days. I finaly got up my courage and walked to the hospital. When I saw Yugi's body I was horrified.
Yugi's body was hooked up to at least 10 diffrent moniters all to a diffrent part of his body. The minute I saw him everything I had held back came out. Even after I was out of tears I still felt like crying. That's when Yugi woke up.
"Y-Yami?" he asked weakly. I smiled and stroked his face.
"Yeah, it's me." I said. I tried to sound happy but failed. It's harder than it looks to sound happy when you see someone you love mangled and weak like he was. His pale face turning blue. Why wasn't he getting air to his lungs? I didn't care. I came out of my thoughts at the sound of Yugi's voice.
"How long have you been here?" he said. I noticed he couldn't keep his eyes open.
"A couple of hours." I said.
"Why?"
"They told me I could come."
"Hmm." he said. I was about to ask what when a short brunette nurse came in.
"Ah, you must be Yami." she said, then looked at Yugi. "Lets talk outside." she said. I followed her out the door. I knew something bad was going to happen.
"Yami, I have bad news." Mu breath caught in my throat."Though Yugi didn't die because of the cut, which he was lucky of I remind you, when we did his tests we found he has a heart tumor. If he doesn't get a heart transplant soon he will die. You see, Yami, the tumor doesn't allow enough blood to flow from his heart to the rest of his body. Unfortunatly he has an incredibly rare blood type." the nurse said. Her name tag said Jaidyn.
"How long?" I asked in a hoarse whisper.
"Less than a year. That's all we know."
"Does he know yet?"
"No. We are going to wait until your grandfather is with him to tell him. I'll leave you two alone now." I walked back into the room to find Yugi sleeping. Again....I cried.
A/N:YOU LIKE. I FINALY GOT IT UP. PERSONALY I LIKE THIS VERSION BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL BUT YOU TELL ME. I HOPE THIS WAS SAD. I TRIED. SEE, THIS IS LONGER THAN MY OTHERS SO AT LEAST I'M GETTING BETTER. PLEASE R/R I NEED THESE REVIEWS!!!!!!!!1
YUGI'S POV:
I place the sharp cold blade to my wrist. I slight tingle runs across my scalp and down my spine. It seems as if the blue and purple veins are shrinking away from the blade. I take a deep breath and slit my wrist. Not deep enough to kill me but deep enough to draw blood and feel the relief. A noise downstairs catches me off guard. I stuff the blade in a hole in my mattress and recover it. Replacing my shirt sleeve over my wrist I listen for Yami to come up the stairs for his nightly lecture. 'When will he get a life?' I think to myself. Then another voice inside answers, 'may be he has a life and you don't wich is why you hate him."
'Ridiculous' I answer.
'Is it.' I am interupted from my Skitzophrenia when I hear Yami coming up the stairs. Turning the door knob and he's in.
"Yugi!" he yells exitedly at me. I fake smile. I wish only that the relief the cut gave me was still there. "Look, Tea,Joey,Tristan and Kaiba want to invite you and I to go to a Christmas party at Kaiba's mansion. What do you say?"
"That's okay Yami. You go. I would only get in the way." I look down under Yami's gaze.
"Yugi? I have to ask. It has been bothering me for weeks. What's wrong. Don't tell me nothing. I see it in your eyes. You trust no one. Plus you have become anti-social again and it worries me."
"Tell me Yami. When was it you began to notice it?" There was a long silence before Yami answered.
"4 weeks. Since we seperated."
"Yeah. Now can you guess why?"
"No." Yami said horasly. I knew he knew what was wrong. He was too cowardly to face it.
"Fine. You betrayed me. You stole all my friends. I don't even matter to you anymore!"
"Yugi! Of course you do. You are the only thing that matters to me anymore."
"No I don't! You like to think I do but I only get in the way. You've even said so in you're sleep!" I could tell from his face he had no idea what I was talking about.
"I have never...."
"Oh really! So, "Yugi leave me alone. You're always in my way. Go away. This is my life now." Means nothing! That's what you said Yami and don't try to deny it!"
"I would never think that of you. Yugi, how can I prove to you that if anything were to happen to you I would die?" I thought about it, then pulled out my knife and that is when I made the biggest mistake of my life. I pulled back my sleeve. Yami's eyes grew wider but I didn't care. I slit my wrist, but I slit to deep. The last thing I saw was Yami staring at me in shock. I felt my breath leaving me. The world around me went black. That was all I knew for 3 days. When I woke up I was in a hospital bed.
Yami's POV:
All I could do was watch as Yugi fell to the floor. He had just slit his wrist. 'Why didn't I see this coming' I thought to myself. Then the reality hit me. Yugi was dying. I ran over to him and turned him over to his back."Grandpa! Grandpa!" I called to Solomon. A minute later Solomon was up the steps.
"What happened!" he yelled.
"Yugi cut his wrist to deep. He's dying. We have to get him to the hospital!" I shouted at him as if he didn't already know. A minute later we were in the car on the way to the hospital. I held Yugi in my arms. Afraid if I let go he would die.
The long ride to the hospital was made worse by listening to Yugi's breath get shorter and shorter every second. When at last we were at the hospital I jumped out before the car had stopped and ran inside. I was met by a nurse who took Yugi from me and told me to wait. Solomon had to fill out forms while I paced in the waiting room. Hours went by and no word. Finaly a doctor came out and told us we should go home. Yugi was sleeping but we couldn't see him. He was too weak for company. I noticed they hadn't actualy said he would be fine. Solomon drove home and I ran up to Yugi's room immediatly. I hoped that he would be waiting there like always for me to come home and give him another lecture he didn't deserve. He wasn't there. I fell on my knees and cried myself to sleep.
The next morning I woke up when I heard the phone ring. I answered. Big mistake in the long run as you'll soon find out.
"Hello." I said groggily.
"Is this Yami Muotoh?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"Doctor Kamachi. I am calling concerning your brother Yugi." I gasped.
"What happened?!"
"Nothing yet. He can have visitors now. He isn't awake but we figure it would be nice for him to hear you're voice. He's called out you're name all night long while we were doing tests."
"I thought he was unconscience?"
"He was." the doctor responded solomly.
"Is he going to be all right."
` "Mr. Muotoh I am not going to lie to you. We have no answers. Yugi cut all most all the way through his wrist. All the way through two of his blood veins. He lost too much blood before we got to him. All I will say for now is he's lucky he isn't dead. Goodbye. We'll see you soon." he said and hung up. As much as I wanted to I couldn't make myself go to the hospital. Not for two days. I finaly got up my courage and walked to the hospital. When I saw Yugi's body I was horrified.
Yugi's body was hooked up to at least 10 diffrent moniters all to a diffrent part of his body. The minute I saw him everything I had held back came out. Even after I was out of tears I still felt like crying. That's when Yugi woke up.
"Y-Yami?" he asked weakly. I smiled and stroked his face.
"Yeah, it's me." I said. I tried to sound happy but failed. It's harder than it looks to sound happy when you see someone you love mangled and weak like he was. His pale face turning blue. Why wasn't he getting air to his lungs? I didn't care. I came out of my thoughts at the sound of Yugi's voice.
"How long have you been here?" he said. I noticed he couldn't keep his eyes open.
"A couple of hours." I said.
"Why?"
"They told me I could come."
"Hmm." he said. I was about to ask what when a short brunette nurse came in.
"Ah, you must be Yami." she said, then looked at Yugi. "Lets talk outside." she said. I followed her out the door. I knew something bad was going to happen.
"Yami, I have bad news." Mu breath caught in my throat."Though Yugi didn't die because of the cut, which he was lucky of I remind you, when we did his tests we found he has a heart tumor. If he doesn't get a heart transplant soon he will die. You see, Yami, the tumor doesn't allow enough blood to flow from his heart to the rest of his body. Unfortunatly he has an incredibly rare blood type." the nurse said. Her name tag said Jaidyn.
"How long?" I asked in a hoarse whisper.
"Less than a year. That's all we know."
"Does he know yet?"
"No. We are going to wait until your grandfather is with him to tell him. I'll leave you two alone now." I walked back into the room to find Yugi sleeping. Again....I cried.
A/N:YOU LIKE. I FINALY GOT IT UP. PERSONALY I LIKE THIS VERSION BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL BUT YOU TELL ME. I HOPE THIS WAS SAD. I TRIED. SEE, THIS IS LONGER THAN MY OTHERS SO AT LEAST I'M GETTING BETTER. PLEASE R/R I NEED THESE REVIEWS!!!!!!!!1