Let me be loved by you
By Lady Mercury
Notes: A short Jubilee & Wolverine story.
Summary: Wolvies thoughts about the one person that loves him without fear. The one person he can't live without.
In my dreams I feel the pain consume me.
I try to fight back the screams so that nobody can see how weak I really am.
All my years is pressing me down and I can't seem to breath.
A part of what's to cry out to roar against the night sky, to run and never look back.
A part is crying tears that I can never show anyone.
Sometimes I wake up and I just run through the forest around the mansion.
When I finally feel that I can't take it anymore I sense someone is watching me.
She is watching me.
Standing in the window looking out for me.
I can feel it, she can't see me but still she's looking out for me.
And suddenly everything seems much better.
Slowly I make my way back to the house.
I don't need to look up the the window to know that she is still there.
I can still feel it.
I slowly enter her room and the smell of her reach out to me.
Such a calming smell.
A smell of spring, of joy and of love.
A smell of forgiveness.
I have hurt her so much and still she's always there, protecting me, defending me, loving me.
I don't know what I have done to deserve such love.
All I know is that she even loves the part of me that is wild, the part everyone don't want to see.
She's the only one that is not afraid of me.
She's the one that keeps my beast tamed.
When I look into her eyes, those beautiful blue eyes I can see myself reflect in them and in them I became beautiful.
She is my darling.
She's my Jubilee…