2/18/05 (A/N: It's been a whole year since I got an account for Fan fiction. Yea! If you did not read I am Alone written by me. Than this story is gonna confuse the fuck out of you. Trust me I wrote it. So…I don't feel like re-capping so I hope you have a good memory. Anyway The first chapter.. This one right here. Is and will be a lemon. Not sure how rough it will get but you should prepare for the worst. So as I said before I wont go into detail of how Naraku died. Come on we all know he's dead so deal. Okay…lets go now. My Hikari…I hope yer reading. If not you will soon enough. Moving on)

Naraku had fallen.

Inuyasha dropped his sword, and allowed his demonic blood get the better of him. Koga had long failed as a warrior, proving useless to both of the brothers. Sesshomaru, out of blind rage and love transformed into something remarkable. Surpassing his second form as a giant dog, and into another magnificent form. And almost losing himself as well. With Inuyasha's fierce claws and fangs he ripped Naraku from head to toe. And with no help from Tokijin, Sesshomaru sent a blast into the other half-demon preventing him from reshaping once more.

Naraku had fallen.

Their greatest enemy for years. One that had tormented them, played with their minds and emotions as if they were simply objects. He had finally been brought down. Destroyed, conquered, and slaughtered. So if all of these things had happened, if all of these things took place why did it not feel like a victory? Why did it seem as though everyone had still lost?

Naraku had fallen.

When Inuyasha had finally returned to his normal self, his brother followed. And he ran to his Kagome. Bringing himself to tears.
"I was so afraid, but it was not for my life. Kagome I was terrified that you would parish. You and…" He put a hand down to her stomach. Searching for the heart beat. And when found did his return to normal. She too cried with him. Flinging her arms around him, burring her face into his chest. "Inuyasha! I was…I thought" She had no thought of words. None were needed now. Only him.

Sesshomaru was still panting from converting back to his original form. That was when he looked over and saw Rin still fighting the poison. Since Naraku was dead and Kagura was nowhere to be found he found only one other possible solution.

"Sesshomaru sama. I am glad your alright." Her voice, it was broken. She was suffering. The venom had spread through her entire body, and as a normal human would die in mere minutes. He was looming over her, still searching in her face, wondering if this was the right thing to do. He had no right to do what he was about to commit. He knew she could die peacefully here. Just with him. Sesshomaru knew that she was perfectly fine with that. But he wasn't. He couldn't, no he refused to except her death. Not only for Naraku's little game to follow all the way through, but because he knew.

His heart was throbbing, racing in his chest. Making him feel almost sick. He had thought about this act several times, and each time he had never had the courage. Sesshomaru placed a hand to her cheek. Clearing her face of the single tear streaming down her face. Rin smiled and put her hand against his.

"Rin…"

"Am I going to die? That's just fine. Just stay with me"

"Do you really want to die so badly? Do you want to leave me forever?"

"No…of course not. But I know Tenseiga wont save me. The poison is too powerful." Rin took another deep breath.

"Nothing is too powerful for me. Rin you know better." He wasn't sure if he should ask her. He didn't want her to say no. Not after all this. He wouldn't let her die, not without letting her know. His father gave him the power to bring back the dead, and now he couldn't use that power, so he had to use his own. "Rin…put your head back"

"To see the stars? Yes that will be nice" She did as she was told. Sesshomaru was now holding her head, supporting it, for what was to come. He knelt down to her, nuzzled into his Rin. Assuring her that it would be okay. No matter what it would be okay. "Thank you my lord. You gave me the best life."

He nipped at her lobe and whispered something only she could hear. "I was alone. I was. But I am past that part of my life. Rin, I love you"

Her heart skipped. Before she could reply, Sesshomaru sank his fangs deep into her neck. Immediately broke her flesh and began to draw out the vile substance in her innocent body. Rin couldn't move. Sesshomaru was completely on top of her, holding her with the only arm he had. And he was giving it to her. She did her best to keep silent. She was unaware of what he was doing to her, however she trusted his judgment.

In the back of his mind, Sesshomaru knew what he was doing. Even what it may have looked like to the others only feet away. But he didn't care. He could taste the horrible miasma. It was thick and concentrated. He had to suck hard to extract it. Holding it in his mouth was another challenge he was faced with. However being a full demon had it's advantages. He could survive this, but she was only human. So for her, Sesshomaru swallowed just a little at a time. And it burned going down his throat and falling into his stomach. Felt like acid melting away his insides.

But he'd heal. Either from Tenseiga or on his own metabolism. His mouth was somewhat bulging, filling with miasma. Not only was he taking her blood out of her body, Sesshomaru was filling the absent blood with his own. Carefully filtering the miasma into his mouth and coughing up his blood and pushing it into her body. The reaction would be great. Possibly transformation into a half breed. Which was his goal.

"What is he doing to her?" Kagome screamed "He's killing her!"

"Don't be stupid. He's turning her"

"What? Turning? You mean she'll become a half demon?"

"Since he's a full demon he can do that. It's not always successful and there are usually birth complications. That's one reason why demons and humans just don't mate"

That's all Rin could remember. The next sunrise she was resting in one of the finest bed's in all of Lord Sesshomaru's castle. Rubbing the raw skin on her neck. It was still burning with the same pain as when he bit her. She sat up. Still a little disorientated in her walk. She was famished. She hadn't eaten in what seemed like days. But really everything that had happened, was itself only a couple of days. It seemed she never had time to stop and eat. However, she was far away from Naraku and Kagura so the time seemed to arise again.

Despite the fact that she was practically stumbling down the hallway, Rin found it in her determination to find food. She always was a hungry child. It seemed that nothing could ever satisfy her. No food ever filled that void she called her stomach.

"Food…need food" she moaned. The place was big and seemed endless.

"Rin?" That voice behind her. Ah yes, so smooth and calm. It had to be him. She turned to find that her assumption was indeed accurate. Her instincts told her to throw herself to him. Wrapping her arms around him. But she held back and smiled at him.

"Sorry. I was very hungry and I thought-"

Those soft, perfect lips had finally met hers. Sesshomaru held her slim jaw in his palm. Rin was dumbfounded. Her eyes were still wide open. Not even embracing his open mouth against hers. He gently pushed his tongue through, breaking the lock she had tightly to her lips. And yet he had the audacity to let go of it.

"Rin close your eyes when you kiss me" A simple nod was all she could give before he took her lips again. This time she embraced him. Allowed him to go deeper into her mouth. Having their tongues collide and moving to all sides the mouth would permit. Sesshomaru broke it once more, to face her.

"You just kissed me" She still a slight confused of why he had done what he had done.

"Hai, I did. And there's more where that came from" Sesshomaru's POV

I was tired of hiding. My true emotions to her. It didn't seem to matter anymore. She knew, and I knew. So why should I put away my feelings and pretend as though it never happened. Shut her out and push her further away from me. Why? I had already hurt her enough. Made her torn. I could see the expression in her eyes, confusion yet no hesitation. Just like before. I dipped my head and kissed her once more. She complied, melting into me. Falling into my chest. And I gladly caught her.

"Rin, you needn't worry of anything." She looked up at me. Her mouth dropped open just a little. Just enough for my tongue to breach. I despised to admit to myself but I hadn't in a long time. Which was probably why I was approaching this so undignified. But I was for certain this is what she wanted. "I would never hurt you. Not like those other men"

I could see as much that she almost forgotten of such painful memories. Rin reached for a piece of my hair. Twirled it between the very tips of her fingers. "What happened? With Naraku and the others?"

"I told you, not to worry. There are more important things that are to be dealt with swiftly." I took her hand in mine. Taking her into another section of the house I knew she was a bliss to. But that too was about to change. I led her to my chambers.

When I shut the door behind me, I felt Rin grab hold of me from behind. Her heart was racing. "Lord Sess-"

"No. Just Sesshomaru. You are never to say lord again, understand?"

"Hai, Sesshomaru….are you going to-"

"Make you mine? Is that what you were wondering?" I didn't wait for her to answer. "Rin I won't do anything you don't want me to do"

"What do you want? Do you want me to be…to be your mate?"

I faced her. I literally had to look down to meet her stare, and a sincere one it was. I brushed the back of my hand over her cheek. I stopped at her chin and held it. Tilting her gaze a little higher so that we were at the same level. "You want to know?"

"Hai! I do"

"Rin, you are no longer that little girl I saved ten years ago. You have grown out of the daughter figure to me. Rin you are an adult now. A fine young woman that many men cannot tare away from. You may not see it, but I see their stares. Of how beautiful you are, and how innocent you manage to up hold yourself. Do you not see the damage you have inflicted upon me? What other demons would consider shame I see as love and affection. But I want to keep that injury. Rin…I love you. Don't you see that? I was so blind to your feelings, so sightless to my own. So the answer to your question is yes. Yes Rin I want to be your mate"

(Third)

No more words were needed. (and apparently clothes but that was beside the point.) The room was perfect. Dimly lit and warm, like him. The sheets appeared brand new but Rin could feel that Sesshomaru had slept in these sheets. His scent was all over it. He was looming over her again. Rin saw that it was his lone arm that held him just above her. He looked away as she examined the stump he received from his younger so long ago. Even before her. Sesshomaru felt ashamed of that loss. However he knew if he had gained Testsusiga than he would have never even met Rin. It was because of that loss and because of Tenseiga.

He broke her curiosity by nuzzling into her. Forcing her to lay back down. But she took him with her. Kissing him as she flipped them, she wanted to see how he had reacted to it. Taking slight control and pushing him back. He smiled. Sliding his hands down her legs and removing the sheets that just came to her hips. He felt her tense at that act.

"What's wrong?"

"I am not used to being this way with you, I am sorry. Please can we go slower?"

"Your not ready to be naked in front of me? Rin I have seen you"

"I know but it was necessary then, it's just I am still nervous. I have to compete with the other women"

"Rin, they are no comparison, I had no feeling for any of them and were there for mere pleasure that never really filled me. Not like you"

He pulled her down onto his chest, quite humble about the whole thing. Sesshomaru didn't really care what happened, as long as he could sleep with her scent in his mind. "I want this more than anything. I just don't know where to begin"

He chuckled slightly to himself. Taking hold of her hips, pressing her stomach to what she was in for. That desire that drove him to this. "Perhaps we should start here then" Sesshomaru leisurely slid inside of her. She was wincing in minor pain but took it without a word. Nothing was going to stop her. Rin felt she couldn't turn back now, she had to move forward no or never.

Sesshomaru rolled them back to their original positions. He took control, slowly creating a friction between the connection they had. He was pushing inside of her, and it felt good. Inching it's way inside of her, destroying her purity the rest of her childhood. With his body language he was begging her to join in him in this movement. Sesshomaru bit at her ear. Whispering something in his own native tongue. However the meaning to it seemed quite obvious. He moved down to her neck, dragging his tongue with him. Kissing at her collarbone.

"Sesshomaru?'

"Hmm?"

"I love you…"

He continued his pervious actions, recreating the rhythm between them. But this time Rin coupled with him. Grinding their hips together and igniting a fire he hadn't felt in some time. Sesshomaru was never big on the act of love, but now that he had a love…it was different. Her movements were perfect, applying the right amount of thrusting to both satisfaction. The heat was overwhelming, Sesshomaru was doing most of the work, pushing harder into her body, making her hold back the scream in her throat. One she longed to release. "Rin…I want to hear you. Sing for me" Her voice acted on it's own accord. Forcing her to cry the name of her master…and he was. That fact alone excited her. Her voice made Sesshomaru release inside of her. He too let go of a moan that Rin found soothing.

"Sleep now Rin…Sleep now. Tomorrow will catch up with us eventually"

(A/N: Not my best I know but depending on reviews I'll post soon! And hey my birthday is on the 21st! I'll be 15...anyway bye now)