Disclaimer:i do not own Naruto...but i do own sasuke...no...fine .
more from me! this will be my first multi chapter. enjoy!
Chapter 1: Sasuke Baka!
Naruto's view
When we first met I guess he thought I was this ridiculously happy loser wasting his precious time. That's were he's wrong. If you wanna descried Naruto Uzimaki the real Naruto Uzimaki it'd be more along the lines of frustrated lonely abused sad. To sum it all up depressed.
So I look into his angry face in confusion. 'You have it easy Naruto, you're always happy you have friends, you're not alone.'
Was he fucking stupid. Did he know me at all? Me not alone, me happy, me having it easy. And what's this thing about friends? I bust out laughing.
"You-laugh-you can't-giggle-be se-laugh again-serious Sasuke!" I say gasping for air it was all too damn funny. "Do you not pay attention teme?" I ask getting serious.
"Hello I'm an outcaste to society. Nobody gives a shit about me so I don't understand this whole friend thing you're talking about." I have a laugh again. "I'm always alone being an outcaste and all. And that whole happy thing is just an act so it won't seem like I let anyone beat me."
I'm talking a mile a minute I want to stop but I can't. I keep going I want him to know all of this.
"Most of the time I wish I was you cutting the 'stick shoved up my ass' act of course. You get all this respect and you're accepted by everyone. Even after you betray the whole fucking village you still have their trust. I try my best all the time you know yet no one ever gives me a chance. So I end up goofing off so no one will see that it hurts."
"It hurts me when I get ignored and made fun of. I hate myself for letting it hurt but it hurts all the same. Nothing was ever expected of me besides being this idiot container who wasn't worth a second glance. There were a few people who tried to understand me just because they were curious for their self. They gave up after a while but I don't mind being alone anymore."
"That's enough." His angry tone didn't surprise me. He's always angry.
What surprised me was the hand that was now clenching mine and the warmth it held too. Am I high? I look up at his face and almost laugh at how red it is. But he looks cute and I don't want to ruin whatever this is.
"Uhhh…" what does he want me to say he's just standing there.
"Shut up!" then a few curses and he blushes some more. "Dobe stop making this hard" note I'm not doing anything. And now I'm getting impatient.
"Teme spit it out already" I feel warm lips press against mine. No way. I don't even get a chance to close my eyes before it was over.
I look up at a tomato with clothes on and laugh for real. I try to stop when I see this wounded look spreading over his face but it seems impossible. I feel really strange and I feel like crying so I do.
"I'm sorry" I hear Sasuke say and I laugh harder tears streaming down my face. This strange feeling was tearing me up inside. I want to jump up and hug the life out of Sasuke but he'd probably kill me so I stay put still laughing.
"I shouldn't have pushed my self on you it won't happen again" and I stop laughing. I want that to happen right now. Actually it was going to happen right now.
"Ah shit." He's gone. I'm such a baka I probably made him feel rejected when I kept on laughing…and crying. Well he's the baka then. He didn't even give me a chance to tell him I liked it...or show him.
Now he's probably run away like the emo he is. An adorably cute and lost emo. I'll have to find him now. Again.
I'm grinning like an idiot now cause I actually do feel happy. Sasuke baka!
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well shall i continue...i'm half asleep so I won't know until tomorrow...or later this morning. R&R please