A/N: This is after the end of the Phantom of the Opera when Christine and Raoul leave. And Erik breaks the mirrors and runs away.
Enjoy
Wasnt Meant to Live
I wasnt ment to
live, i was wrong from the begining
that gods gift to me, was
simply that of living
why does everything right always turn to a
wrong?
why is everyone i loved...suddenly gone?
I tried to look
at the world with emotion and morality
seeing threw tear filled
eyes because they blured my reality
i dont understand, this
neverending story
of pain and depression, agression and mourning
i
wasnt ment to live, gods design for me was death
to leave a
message in a bottle for generation-next
i have fought just to
live, an unattainable goal
how can i live... when i already lost
my soul?
morning light ends, dark night starts
a single tear
sheds, a shadow in the dark...
too wrongs dont make a right,
never a right to make wrong
because wrong is all that exists when
your soul is gone...
soulless monster, constantly deprived of his
right
to breathe in air, to take a deep breath of life
when
your not ment to live, and death is certain
you try so hard to
find something thats perfect
by doing that it seems the end
justifies the means
but the only time i found perfect, was in
darkness of my dreams...
my scars will heal, my pain will
finish
my heart will heal when my sparks diminished
I will
never see hell for i am too strong to fall
ill be in heavan
sitting on a cloud watching over you all...
why do i feel as
though, im on a higher plain?
and that noone understands, all the
feelings that i gave?
i only wanted to leave knowledge, in hopes u
find cures
but I never could save my soul, how could i save
yours?
when the lights dim, and i see the glow
somewhere
in the shadows i can feel my soul
distant and out of body, but so
close and near
and for a single moment, i can shed a single tear
i
lay awake and that tear falls in the absent light
and then its
gone ...nothing more then a shadow in the night...