Bonnie's Scribbles on 24/9/2010
This evil vamp was so much stronger than me. NO! It was not Damon, he, I could take down anytime and any place, that is if Elena didn't stop me. Anyway, I was weakening. I felt a piercing pain that turned into a numb feeling. As my knees weakened and I was falling to the ground, in my blurry vision, I saw the vampire shoved back to the ground by another force. It was fast and really hard. Before I could tell who or what it was, I blacked out. The next moment, I was lying on a bench under the open sky, on a dark and cold night. I got up as fast as possible and felt dizzy. There he was, rushing to my side. Damon Salvatore.
"Whoa, easy there Little Witch! This could make me have to waste another 1 hour waiting for you to get up." He said to me. Noticing the confused look on my face he waited and expected me to say something but I kept silent.
"This is the best moment I ever got to spend with you, Silence! Well, you almost got killed by a vampire, who is not me! Bummer huh? It's time for you to thank me." Somehow everything he ever says when his mouth is opened annoys me so I responded.
"Seriously? You tried to kill me, I tried to kill you 1 all there and I saved your life once now you saved mine 1 all here. So there you go 2 all. There's no need for thanking a murderer." I said to him, with a fierce look on my face. It's just not in me, to thank him. As I spoke, he rolled his eyes and gave me the "as usual "look. The next moment left me more speechless than the time he thanked me at the Founder's Day parade.
"Bonnie, to you it's all about keeping scores and taking me down. You think you are the world's answer, like some kind of Bonnie the Salvatore Slayer. I thought I was the most self righteous one here. Well you can't save everyone, and you couldn't save yourself. I wish you would open your eyes to see that there's a lot worst than me out there because every good deed is a shadow to all the messes made and its tiring being everyone's worst nightmare. " He looked me straight in the eye as he said that and I looked into his. It was crazy to me but it was actually sincere, from the look in his eyes. With that he cut eye contact with me, got up and wandered into the mist. I felt a feeling I would never want to feel for Damon Salvatore, I felt sorry for him. I have not seen him around since last night. Was he actually hurt? No way, he is Damon "freaking" Salvatore. He does not give a damn right? Well, I guess I will just have to see what he is really up to. I still don't and won't trust him.
Bonnie B.