Note: First yuru yuri fic, loads of OOC sorry :) Enjoy!

The days were flying, having fun in the Amusement Club, it was a nice routine Akari and Kyoko had going but in the end they couldn't ignore this feeling of void when they were on their way home.

Indeed it was all the more awful for Akari knowing what was waiting for her home. Her sister Akane was sick, seriously sick and as much as Akari loved denying and pretending she was a pure innocent child, she felt dirty and ashamed everytime she looked in the mirror. And as much as she wanted to postpone going home she couldn't because she would get punished. Sure her mother would just scold her and then they would be fine with each other but this was nothing with the punishment her sister had in store for her.

And that deranged girl prentended she was in love with her. Akari has had enough of Akane and her sick antics. As she walked over the treshold of the door tears streamed down her face. She quickly brushed them of with a swift move of her hand. Here it goes she tells herself. Because even if you're more or less getting abused every week you never get used to it and it gets worse every time.

"I'm home big sis!"

Said Akari with her bubbly gentle voice. This was her only armor, this annoyingly sweet naive persona. Oh how she felt envious of this act she puts on constantly, she wishes she could be this nice selfless girl and be okay with what was going on between her and Akane between closed door because it was bringing extreme happiness to the latter. But she wasn't at all okay with this.

She wanted to be scream, to escape, to cry as she was being dragged to her sister's room but Akane didn't like it. And if anything Akari knew better than to cross her sister. And as the door of Akane's room closed Akari's bubbly sweet act started to crumple.

No, she thought, if I cry it will only make it worse. But she couldn't help it, it was too much for her. Akari knew she was going to break but she really hoped it would be sooner than later. All these bottled up feelings of sadness, hate, self hate and plain pain were resufarcing. Hell was going to break loose if she didn't do something, anything soon.

"My dear Akari, what's wrong? You know you can tell anything to your beloved big sister, after all I'm the only one who truly cares for you."

And it was that smile. Akane's typical smile which Akari wanted to wipe out of her face and her calm intonation that made her broke.

Tears streaming down her face at an impressing speed, Akari yelled.

"WHAT'S WRONG!? Seriously everything is wrong with you! You're a twisted psycopath who pretends she loves me more than anything in the world and that I'm her soulmate and that we make the perfect couple together! You're torturing me, you're making my life horrible. I HATE YOU! I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU! Open your fucking eyes and just stop!"

Akari just realized what she had done, she gasped and took an extremly shy glance at her sister to see pure fury in her deep yellow amethyst eyes.

And even though Akane 'opened her eyes' she didn't stop, she couldn't and wouln't ever stop for anything in the world.

And that night no matter how much Akari tried to cry herself to sleep she just couldn't close her eyes without feeling again the pain brought by the whole new level of 'love' Akane forced on her earlier that day.

Kyoko's greatest fear was to become a boring girl, to be utterly forgettable and though she often teased Akari for it she always tried to make sure her childhood friend had a decent amount of attention sent her way. Because if anything, Kyoko knew how bad it felt to be ignored and she believes boring people are more easily forgotten. Though Akari didn't seem to mind that much, except for her 'angry outbursts' whinging about her lack of presence but Kyoko could see they were fake.

In a weird way Akari seemed to like the idea of being forgettable and ignored, Kyoko could see it. And it really intrigued her she could feel there was something sketchy about Akari and the Akaza family. She was going to make Akari Spill the beans.

Anyway Kyoko still didn't understood in the least how Akari could like her lack of presence. Kyoko herself was living with her mother though the latter barely talked to her no matter how hard she tried to strive a conversation with her.

However even if it was really painful she admitted it a long time ago. Her mother has zero care in the world for her. Kyoko even suspects her mother hates her with quite a passion and she has no idea whatsoever as to why her mother feels that way about her.

That's the reason she was always such a crybaby when she was younger but the day she stopped hoping for her mother to hug her, to tell her she loved her and to just treat her like most mother treated their kids, her crybaby persona faded and Kyoko became the fun teasing easy going girl we all know.

Well that's not exactly true, Kyoko actually became cold and full of rage inside but she knew that cold and resentful people were not appreciated amongst society. And if anything Kyoko couldn't afford to be ignored by her childhood friends Yui and Akari. They were her only family and she didn't wanted to disappoint them she wanted to make them laugh, to make them happy and as such our funny Kyoko was born.

And honestly it was nice for a while being funny Kyoko but she could feel it more and more that she was becoming foreseeable in a way. Indeed people always expected her to do something random and thought she was someone stupid and annoying. Yui started taking her for granted. As a matter of fact Yui scolded her a lot more than before and it wasn't palyful anymore, they had even gotten into fight with Yui telling her that she was annoying and that her and her random quests were boring.

It made her mad and panicked, in order to be funny Kyoko refused to acknowledge her hate and sadness created by her mother's carelessness and Yui dared call her boring. Her worst fear was becoming true and all those negative feelings were brought up by this fight. When she was called boring she left Yui's appartment and the next day they pretended nothing had happened.

And now since then she was at a loss as to what was going to be her next move. She didn't know how she could stop being boring. She put a lot of thought into the matter and came to a conclusion: she had to live with it. But that truly made her sick to the stomack, she needed this awful feeling of uneasiness to go away or else she would become insane.

And she knew only one person she deemed boring and forgettable: her childhood friend Akari who seemed to rejoice in that fact.

Oh yeah Kyoko was definetly going to corner Akari tomorrow and ask her how she could be joyful while being boring and ignored.

However what Kyoko didn't know is that something totally unexpected was going to come out of that future talk.