Lost and found
Chapter 1
Logans point of view
Her eyes close. "NOOOO!" Logan screams his throat choked with tears. Tears are running down his face yet he doesn't notice all that he can see is the woman he loved, still loves, die and all because of him.
Logan shoots forward from his bed his adamantium claws extending. "No" he gasps "not again can't I have one night without seeing Je..."his voice dies out too wrecked with grief to continue. 'Why' he thinks in across between rage and grief. 'Why,' he asks himself yet again, 'was I that evil in the past I can't even remember? I can't have been that evil, can I?' He asks himself yet again, 'even if I was what did she do that meant she deserved to die? 3 months, yet the pain is still as raw as the day she died how can I still be alive when she isn't how can one man take so much pain?' He asks himself still unable to find an answer to the question that he has been plaguing his mind for the past 3 months.
All of a sudden his thoughts are interrupted by a timid knocking at the door. He sniffs wondering how he hadn't heard whoever it was come towards his room. 'Was I that wrapped up in my thoughts?' He wonders. Then he catches a smell of who it is and quickly wipes his face at the same time as walking towards the door.
"Hey" rogue drawls sounding shy.
"Hey" he replies.
Rogues point of view
'Ah've known him for ages why on earth am Ah so nervous about talking to him?' Rogue asks herself, 'Ah mean he's been like a dad to me, at one point Ah even had a crush on him, so how can Ah be so nervous about talking to him?' 'Oh Ah don't know,' says a sarcastic voice from the back of her mind, 'maybe because ever since he had to be the one to kill Jean, he has been acting like a ghost and like nothing exists apart from his thoughts? How about that?' "Shut up" she snarls quiet enough that no-one hears. "Ah need to talk to him" she says out loud almost running out of her room. Still almost running she goes quickly to his room ignoring the startled glances from the other students she passes.
However despite all her good intentions of being strong when she talks to him the second she gets in front of his door all that courage drains away leaving her almost shaking with anxiety. She knock as quietly as she can on the door feeling as timid as a mouse and hoping that he isn't in there so that she does not have to talk to him even though she needs to. Her hopes are dashed when the door opens a few seconds later and a tired looking Logan appears his eyes looking sad and distracted.
"Hey" she drawls at the same time curing herself not only for the rubbish start to the introduction but about how shy, timid and quiet she sounds.
"Hey" Logan replies sounding depressed and pained despite the obvious try at hiding it from his voice.