Disclaimer- I do NOT own Zoids, Bit Cloud, Leena Touros, Jamie, Brad, etc
etc etc
Me: Okay, new story is coming up! I had this idea for quite some time and it's kinda weird, but I feel I should write it. It's going to be a different coupling and I know some of you are going to say, What the Hell??? But I just had this idea for a while and I feel that I should write it. I know some of you want a happy story so I will think of some ideas for one. But at the meantime, pls read my 2nd zoid story!
It is Leena's POV
Read and Review Pls!
Loneliness of the Mind
Why did you have to go?
Why did you have to leave me?
Why?!?
Why the hell did you have to die?!?
What did I ever do to deserve this pain?!?
WHY?!?!? Can't anyone tell me WHY?!?
I crumple to the cold, floor and cry again. My hair is wet with tears. My violet eyes are so blurred, I can barely see. The yellow tank top I wear is wrinkled and smudged with filth. The blue blankets of my bed are tossed on the ground. I can only hear the soft blowing of the ventilation vent and my own sobs and whimpers that echo in my own room. The room is dark. The only light left is a small window, beside my bed. The sunrays are dying away. Night has arrived again.
I've been like this for three days. Can you believe that? Me, Leena Toros locking herself in her own room for three whole days.
I haven't step one foot out since. Not for food, not for water and certainly not for any battles.
I guess I'm being a selfish bitch. Not giving any consideration for anyone or anything. I just locked myself up. Shut everyone out. And lie here, on the ground, grasping the side of the bed for dear life and wallop in self- pity.
What a strong warrior I turned out to be.
I don't even respond when Leon or my dad speaks to me.
And they are the most important people in my life.
As well as my mom...and....you.
But still, I don't speak to them.
They're worried about me. I can hear it in their voice. Their footsteps. Their breathing.
My dad, Brad, Jamie, Leon..everyone.
They knocked on my door a few times. Trying to bribe me, preach me, punish me.. anything to get an answer.
But I ignore it all. I cover it up and continue to weep.
There's only one person I want to talk to.
And you're not here.
They tried talking to me. They tried telling me to move on. To pick myself up. To get on with my life.
But I can't because I'm lost without you. I can't go on knowing that I'll never see you again.
And I won't because no one can help me. No one can rescue me.
Except you...and you're no longer here..
I'm too damn weak.
I'm just a stupid little girl.
I'm a pathetic, crying mess.
And maybe I'll always be that way as long as I know, you.Bit Cloud, left me here.
Alone
All Alone
Okay, next chapter coming up! I am sorry if the pairing is not your favorite or this story is too dark and angst. I will lighten it up in a bit with the next chapter.
Please, read and review!! Thank you!
Me: Okay, new story is coming up! I had this idea for quite some time and it's kinda weird, but I feel I should write it. It's going to be a different coupling and I know some of you are going to say, What the Hell??? But I just had this idea for a while and I feel that I should write it. I know some of you want a happy story so I will think of some ideas for one. But at the meantime, pls read my 2nd zoid story!
It is Leena's POV
Read and Review Pls!
Loneliness of the Mind
Why did you have to go?
Why did you have to leave me?
Why?!?
Why the hell did you have to die?!?
What did I ever do to deserve this pain?!?
WHY?!?!? Can't anyone tell me WHY?!?
I crumple to the cold, floor and cry again. My hair is wet with tears. My violet eyes are so blurred, I can barely see. The yellow tank top I wear is wrinkled and smudged with filth. The blue blankets of my bed are tossed on the ground. I can only hear the soft blowing of the ventilation vent and my own sobs and whimpers that echo in my own room. The room is dark. The only light left is a small window, beside my bed. The sunrays are dying away. Night has arrived again.
I've been like this for three days. Can you believe that? Me, Leena Toros locking herself in her own room for three whole days.
I haven't step one foot out since. Not for food, not for water and certainly not for any battles.
I guess I'm being a selfish bitch. Not giving any consideration for anyone or anything. I just locked myself up. Shut everyone out. And lie here, on the ground, grasping the side of the bed for dear life and wallop in self- pity.
What a strong warrior I turned out to be.
I don't even respond when Leon or my dad speaks to me.
And they are the most important people in my life.
As well as my mom...and....you.
But still, I don't speak to them.
They're worried about me. I can hear it in their voice. Their footsteps. Their breathing.
My dad, Brad, Jamie, Leon..everyone.
They knocked on my door a few times. Trying to bribe me, preach me, punish me.. anything to get an answer.
But I ignore it all. I cover it up and continue to weep.
There's only one person I want to talk to.
And you're not here.
They tried talking to me. They tried telling me to move on. To pick myself up. To get on with my life.
But I can't because I'm lost without you. I can't go on knowing that I'll never see you again.
And I won't because no one can help me. No one can rescue me.
Except you...and you're no longer here..
I'm too damn weak.
I'm just a stupid little girl.
I'm a pathetic, crying mess.
And maybe I'll always be that way as long as I know, you.Bit Cloud, left me here.
Alone
All Alone
Okay, next chapter coming up! I am sorry if the pairing is not your favorite or this story is too dark and angst. I will lighten it up in a bit with the next chapter.
Please, read and review!! Thank you!