Alone in this house again tonight

Got the T.V. on the sound turned down

And a bottle of wine

I sat in my bed and looked beside me, nothing but empty bed. I sighed and drank the last of the wine I had on my nightstand.

There's pictures of you and I on the walls

Around me

The way that it was and could've been

Surrounds me

I looked at my wall and saw a picture of Kagome and I. We looked so happy. It was our one year anniversary and we were at the park, sitting by our favorite tree.

I'll never get over you

Walking away

I couldn't believe that Kagome had left. I'd felt so stupid for not letting her know how I felt about her. She was gone long before she walked out of my life.

I've never been the kind

To ever let my feeling show

I thought that being strong meant

Never losing your self-control

I never let her know how I felt. I kept all my emotions bottled inside even when she wanted to help me. I was stupid. She always told me that I didn't have to hide how I felt. Showing her my feelings wouldn't make me any weaker but I didn't listen.

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

I threw my wine bottle and it shattered against the wall. I screamed as my heart bled. 'Screw being strong, screw being tough. It's not worth losing her.' I thought as tears fell like rain.

Would it help if I turned this sad song on

All by myself

It sure hit me hard now that you're gone

I turned on the radio and it played 'Tonight I Wanna Cry' by the American singer, Keith Urban. I never really paid attention, but being alone, the point hit my dog ears loud and clear.

Maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna get bad before it gets better

I chuckled through the tears. It reminded me of when Kagome would send letters to me, right back to our apartment. She thought it was cute, which it was. I hoped I could get my Kagome back.

I'll never get over you

Hiding this way

I didn't want to get over her. I wanted her back but it was happen of I hid in my apartment forever. I finally decided to go to her. I ran out of my apartment and to her mom's house in less than five minutes. I knocked on the door and Kagome answered. "What do you want, Inuyasha?" she asked.

"I need to tell you something." I said.

"You're drunk, aren't you?" she asked.

"I'm sober enough to know that I made a mistake. I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show." She snorted and rolled her eyes. "I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control but I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain."

"Inuyasha…" she said, but I kept going

"To hell with my pride." I let the tears fall, tearing down all my walls in front of her. She smiled and wrapped her arms around me. I held her close. "I love you, Kagome. I need you and want you back. Please come home." I begged. She nodded and kissed me, passionately. Tonight I'm not gonna cry.