I Brougt You My Bullets,
You Brought Me Your Love

Preface - Romance

If I told you that my life sucked, I'd be lieng. Really, it wasn't all that bad.

I was pretty happy, too. I had pretty much everything I've ever wanted. Well, not quite everything but, seriously, who gets everything they've ever wanted?

My friends say that I should date Gerard, my best friend. I mean, he's really sweet, amazing, funny . . Uhg, someone stop me, I can go forever :)
But, that's the thing. Not the fact he's really all I ever think about like 99.99% of my time, the other .1% I'm thinking "seriously, get over youself. Why are you still thinking of him?". Or that I blush when I hear his name, hang over almost everything he says to me, find any way to talk to him or get attention from him, which quite frankly isn't too hard. But it's the fact of how compleately obvious it is. And if you stil don't get what I'm talking about, you're a dumbass.

He's amazing. He's basically what I would say perfect. His imperfections make him more perfect, considering he doesn't have many.

But the thing is, and I'm not just saying this for the hell of denying it, I don't really think I'm exactly in love with him. Yeah, I mean, I do love him. Hell, I'd take a bullet for him! But it's not him more or so is it our friendship I think I'm in love with. He can have any girl he wants to spend his time with, and he's chosen me. How lucky am I?

He once told me he'd never wanna waste his time with any other girl. I felt special.

But, he always made me feel that way. I mean, the thing I really like about him is, he's not a slut. He isn't a flirt. He doesn't do this to every girl he talks to.