A/N: I didn't write this, my friend did, so please be nice. I beta'd but I don't think I was very good at it. Please leave lots of reviews, she really wants to know what you think. English so we may have weird spellings.

A/N2: THE MAIN STORY IS SET IN SEASON 3 NEVERLAND

Disclaimer: OUAT and anything recognisable is not ours.

Prequel-Emma's POV

"Emma, congratulations on your twins"

No ... I didn't want one, never mind two!

"Would you like to hold them, Emma?"

I wonder what genders they are... Maybe I could just keep one?

Wait, no, I'm 18!

"No.. I can't be a mother" I manage to say in a quiet and shaky voice. Tears are streaming down my cheeks and my headache is growing.

"Emma, you know you can change your mind, maybe just keep one?"

No... The other one would find me.

And never forgive me. Never.

"No... I can't be a mother" I say, this time slightly more sternly. Can't he just take them out?

"It's a boy and a girl Emma..."

It's my choice, I wish he'd just leave me.

"No... I'm too young to be a mother" I whisper, fresh tears pouring down my red cheeks, replacing the dried ones. He finally walks out.

I burst out crying, I always wanted children and loved the idea of them. But now I'm here I can't deal with it.

12 years later…

Neverland- Snow's POV

I look over at Emma, she seems really shaken up by the whole Henry being kidnapped scenario. I should go talk to her, but I know she likes her 'alone' time. I'll ask David.

"Hey" I smile weakly as I approach him.

"Is everything okay?" He asks sweetly.

"I'm fine. But Emma looks, well... A bit lost and lonely..." I say in a loud whisper.

"Why don't you go sit with her? I'm sure she'll enjoy your company and advice... If she needs any that is" he states, basically saying my thoughts.

"Umm okay.. I'll try" I give him a quick kiss on the cheek before I walk over to Emma. She looks up to me and smiles weakly before looking straight back at the floor.

"Hey, are you okay? You just look kind of deep in thought that's all." I ask, trying not to sound too desperate in an effort to comfort her.

"I guess I am, well, was." she says, still staring hard at the mud floor.

"Would you like to talk about it?" I ask, hoping she'll say yes...

A single tear rolls down her cheek. Emma never cries, she's so strong and fierce. Well, this must be bigger than I thought!

I sit down on the log opposite her and she looks me dead in the eye and says…

"When I had Henry, I had twins... One a boy, one a girl. I didn't keep either of them, obviously. Whilst Henry got adopted, my daughter was not so lucky, she had been in several foster homes until one day..." She gulped tears swelling up in her eyes "I got a phone call saying... That she had been kidnapped" A few tears fall from her eyes and mine "They'd woken up in the morning to see her bedroom window open and, well... She wasn't there..." A few more tears fall onto the dry floor...

"I struggled to live with the guilt for a long time but they never found her and closed of the case." She gulps "I'd never really thought about it since, but .. But with all the commotion with Henry all the guilt is slowly filling me up again and... And I wish she was here!" Finally all the tears fall at once, I move forward and hug her tight.

"Emma, I'm so sorry..." To be honest, I don't really know what to say.

"I wish I never gave either of them up... " she cries into my shoulder.

"I know, I know, but what's done is done, maybe one day she'll find you or you'll find her" I whisper trying to comfort her.

After a bit of crying and comforting, we just sit in silence staring at the floor. It wasn't awkward, just, well... Quiet.

"If you're done crying over there at, well, who knows what, I'd like it if we could start looking for my son?" Regina states, once again ruining the moment.

"Regina, I don't think..." I start but I'm cut off by Emma.

"It's fine, I'm fine." I guess she will be fine, probably just having a moment, let's hope it doesn't turn into anything more serious, we have enough problems as it is.

Regina rolls her eyes at us and walks off into the jungle, followed by Hook and Emma.

"Hey, is she okay?" Charming asks me sweetly.

"Yes, she's fine, it's nothing really, just having a little moment that's all, I hope" I say.

"What happened, Snow? What did Emma say?" He asks. I decide to tell him, after all he is her father.

"Come. On!" Regina shouts at us.

"I'll explain later" I say, beginning to walk into the jungle, followed by charming.

I really hope Emma is okay.

TBC…