Title: The right kind of wrong
Author: queena
Pairing: Nathan and Haley. With mentions of other characters
Disclaimer: I dont own anything but my thoughts
A.N. Hey all i've been writting this for a while and thought i'd bring it over enjoy :)
Right Kind of Wrong
I had always been the type of girl who knew right for wrong. I was considered a good girl in high school and had lived my life that way content on being that good girl everyone thought I was until he came into my life. He changed for the good and the bad. He had offered me the one chance to escape a life that I had hated as a good girl, had helped me break out of my shell and I liked it. We had mutual friends so we were always in contact with one another. He was the dashing ladies man and I was the girl that was way too smart to fall for his charms, of course that didn't mean I'd pass up on the opportunity to have a little fun with him. When we first got together it was like an explosion two people with opposite personalities daring to try to make it as a couple and it was just the kind of spice I had needed in my life.
At first we hated each other. It was pure and simple, I hated him and he hated me. In fact we hadn't had the same circle of friends one of us meaning him would have been in a better place...meaning hell. We had continued to hate each other up until the summer before junior year and then something changed. Nathan had been sprouting off about how every girl wanted a piece of him and I had known better. One day he was even more so annoying then usual and I had to bring him back down to size. Once he had muttered his assumption about all women wanting him I had stepped up saying that all women didn't want him and I was proof of that. Being the arrogant jerk that he was- he wanted me to prove it and me being the one person to bring him to knees I agreed to do so...only to fail. At first it had been a battle of wills he wanted to be right and so did I, I couldn't let him continue to think that he was gods gift to women because he just wasn't, or at least I thought so.
Flashback
"Well, if it isn't Tree Hills own pretty, pretty princes" he said casting his eyes in her direction as she walked briskly past him. Holding a beer to his lips her looked her up and down, took a gulp and then spoke again. "What cat got your tongue?" he asked letting out a chuckle at the way she abruptly stopped. It looked like he had pissed the princess off, oh what a horror!
I had promised myself that I would not get into it with him tonight, that I would ignore him but he made it so hard to do so. Spinning around I set my eyes on him. The wind was blowing rather hard making my bangs fall in my eyes which caused me squint-as if I weren't doing that already.
"Do us all a favor Nathan" I said walking back to where he was and leaning toward him this time, my breath hit his ear hopefully harshly. "How bout you go right back to hell" I said smiling sweetly at him. He was such a bastard he thought the world was his and everyone had to follow his words because he was the golden one. Golden one my ass! He may have had the whole town infatuated with his blue eyes, his tone body, basketball skills and lets not forget his supposed sexual longevity, but he didn't have me fooled. Nathan Scott was an ass that ran our town and I would not be the next girl on the list to follow him around like a lost puppy.
He nodded in response still sipping out of the beer that was in his hand. "Well you see Hales I'll gladly take that trip- as long as you go first" he said raising his eyebrows up at her, only to gain a glare from her. "You know im sure hell has a spot for you Haley James. You know on your knees" he said raising his eyebrows up suggestively. "If you want you can even give it a go right now" he said looking to each side of him "know one's watching" he said seriously.
I found myself rolling my eyes at his words. Of course girls with brains and those who didn't fall on their knees for him were suppose to go to hell then service everyone else. That was Nathan for you- straight up jerk."Don't call me Hales, Natey Poo" I said snidely. He had no right to call me Hales, my friends call me Hales and he was unfortunately an acquaintance. And that wasn't even by choice. "And for the record I'd rather be in hell then be with you...any part of you" I said looking southward with a raised brow.
"I saw you with the boyfriend" he said his eyes sliding over to her face, she was biting her lip and not in the good way that made her look sexy. This was different. He had never really admitted how hot she was, or at least do it so consciously."He didn't look happy-maybe it was because you were calling my name and not his" he said smirking widely at her before setting his drink down
"Not in this lifetime buddy" I said standing before him. Nathan needed someone to put him in his place and I was of course the person who was woman enough to do it.
"Oh wait your dating the virgin boy, so now I know you were calling my name when your all alone" he said cracking up at his joke. "You know Haley its ok to think about me in bed, you know to take the edge away"
He thought he was winning this battle but he had been so wrong. I had more up my sleeve I'd just wait till the right time. Seeing the glint in his eyes and quickly snatched his beer draining the rest of it. I looked over my shoulder and saw that Jeremy was looking my way, he looked disappointed but I didn't care. For so long I had done what he wanted to do, I stopped partying with my friends, I stopped living my life and basically lived his, now I was living my own life on my terms. Which meant I was due to have a good time and telling Nathan to go to hell was on the top of my list of things to do. "Trust me Nathan, you would be the last person I would be calling ever" I said looking him up and down like he was the biggest piece of crap ever.
"Your boyfriend is looking over here" he said nodding in the direction of Jeremy. " let me guess he's insanely jealous of my gorgeous features and like me, he thinks you want to ride the big Scott"
I shrugged my shoulders " if so its not my problem, he's not my boyfriend anymore' I said as carelessly as possibly. But the truth was, I was kind of hurt by my recent breakup with Jeremy. My parents had really been free spirited and because of that hadn't really spent much time with me. Jeremy was interested in me and gave me the attention I needed, and I guess I clung to him because of it. My boyfriend had broken up with me because he claimed I had been talking about Nathan too much, he said it was almost like I was dating Nathan and not him, which wasn't true. I was just trying to prove me damn point. He also didn't like me staying out all night with Brooke and Rachel, he thought they were a bad influence and I had wanted to tell him to fuck off, but that's not something you say to the son of a minister.
"Good" he said causing me to look up at him."You don't need someone who wants to change you " he said being honest for a second. Haley may have talked to much, she may have been a bitch but she didn't deserve to be held back from who she was and that was what Jeremy had done. She needed someone that could go toe to toe with her, and give her as much crap as she had given other people. Someone with a personality
"Why you never liked him, in fact you said we wouldn't last long" I pointed out easily. It was true despite being told by Brooke many times and even Lucas, Nathan had still treated Jeremy horrible and we had all wondered why. He said that the guy would never fit in our world and I guess he had been right, Jeremy didn't fit in my world and I didn't fit in his.
"I heard you two arguing about your partying ways and how his girlfriend couldn't party like a rockstar if he was the boy scout leader." he said looking at her for a moment. "I may not like you all that much but even you don't deserve to be treated like crap"
For a moment I almost believed him but then I realized that I was talking to Nathan Scott he was all source of evil. "Save your fake sympathy for someone else Nathan- it wont get you into my pants, or in this case" I said looking down at my bare legs "up my skirt"
He nodded I response the mood shifting already. "Is that what im trying to do" he asked zeroing in on her body. Truth be told he wasn't trying to get up her skirt, at least not yet. Now he was willing though, her words had meant she had been thinking about him doing so which had spurred his actions.
"That's exactly what your trying to do, hence the nice guy act suddenly." I said giving him a wink.
He let out a chuckle in response "I haven't even tried little girl" he said moving forward causing her to move back. He wondered where all the fire had gone, she was hot and practically burning his skin with her tiny hands poking into his chest, but now that he had turned the tables on her, she was showing her true behavior. She couldn't resist him, he saw it in her eyes. And to be honest with himself he knew he wanted her just as bad. He had always wanted her that was the truth, he wanted to posses her, to take over her body...to have his wicked way with her over and over again
"Really I beg to differ" I said licking my lips. I knew it was wrong and in the morning I would regret it but for tonight I wanted him. I pushed my body up against his and smiled to myself at how he had reacted to me. I felt him through his pants pressed against me "I think you want me Nathan Scott" I said whispering. My hand had trailed up to the nape of his neck where I tugged at his hair to bring his face close to mine. If I were smart I would have just gotten him to admit that he wanted me, and then left but I knew I couldn't turn my back on this...even if it proved that he was right.
"And I think you want me just as bad Haley James" he said letting his tongue out to lick across her plump lips. It was no secret they fought like hell, he thought she was a bitch, she thought he was arrogant jock and really it made no sense at all that they were spending so much time together yet here they were close to almost combusting and not a article of clothing had been shed.
It was crazy how hot things were getting. My skin tingled at the mere touch of his hand on me. He had made contact with me and I loved it. I loved how I held power with him, I could see it in his eyes he wanted me and that had given me the upper hand on things. I had never noticed how attracting her was when he was cocky. He was a perverted asshole, but man was he hot. Usually I was too busy trying to plan his demise to really look into those piercing blue eyes of his. And now I had just been dumped, after I had been everything Jeremy had wanted and I wanted to have a little fun- even if it meant arguing with Nathan.
"Admit it Hales" he said grinning when her eyes flashed "im your ticket out of the life you created for yourself, im just what you want" he said his breath kissing her skin.
I chuckled at his true statement. We both knew where this was headed, probably to hell but every now and then you needed to shake things up." shut up and kiss me"
He looked at her really looked at her, her eyes were practically glowing she liked this, she craved it.
I let out a startled moan as he continued to kneaded my skin. His strong big hands were traveling up my thighs "this doesn't change a thing you know, I still think you're a vile creature ," my words were cut off my his lips and then his tongue thrusting into my mouth.
End of flashback
That night had changed everything between Nathan and I, we realized that all the fighting and harsh words was our way of saying hey I like you. Our lives had taken a drastic change that night opening up the our separate worlds and making it one. We had started dating about two weeks later and had lasted well over two years. We were the couple you could easily see fighting in the middle of the quad one minute then making up or making out the next second. We had a twisted relationship but it worked better then anything else. We were as different as night and day yet it worked. After High School we had ended things. The wild love that we had once knew had died out and took a little bit of us with it. Our relationship had never been hearts and flowers all the time we fought like hell but we loved each other dearly. When things ended I was crushed although I knew things had to end and till this day I still don't know what it is that we hold over each other because no matter what we always end up right where we started from, which in our case is either loving each other or hating each other. Which brings me to now, presently I was having an affair with Nathan Scott.
This wasn't what I had pictured for my life. I never expected that I would be having an affair with a man I knew I could never really be with...a man who could never really be with me. Yet here I was back at his door because when everything was said and done I would still be here with him. Like always I debated with myself which was something I had done on a daily basis maybe I could let go maybe I could break my habit and his as well, we'd be free both of us. I knew that would never happen though- I couldn't loose him even the little piece that I had of him. I knew it was wrong that my affair with Nathan needed to end, we were both in relationships and had been for quite some time now, yet we always had come back to one another. I knew that our affair wouldn't change things, wouldn't fix things in our lives but I couldn't let go; And that's what I hated. Im sure he hated it too because obviously he couldn't let go either
As I stood on the porch I tried to tell myself that this was nothing that it was pure physical but the little voice in the back of my head said otherwise. I wanted to believe that we had kept this affair going because we were attracted to one another, because the sex was incredible but I knew better. I knew I had a good life, I had a great relationship that had the potential to be something special. All I needed to do was walk away - end things with Nathan. He could rot with Peyton and I could try with Chase. So what if my relationship was boring it was something that could be bigger if I had given it a chance. All I had to do was turn around and not look back and it would be over, it sounded good in my mind but I knew I wouldn't leave Nathan, I wouldn't end the affair...I couldn't. But what I could do was stall meeting him for a little bit longer. Turning on my heels I headed away from his place only to hear the tumble of his superior voice. He was still a cocky ass after all.
"I was wondering when you were going to stop debating and do what we both want" he said looking her up and down quickly before settling his blue eyes on her brown eyes. This wasn't anything new. She'd do this once in a while, act like she was ready to end it but he knew better. She couldn't leave him and he couldn't leave her that was truth He had watched her for some time now, as he did most times when he had arrived early, especially when they had come to the beach house. He was sure she had never noticed, she was too busy trying to figure out ways to end it, even though they both knew she would never do it. It always ended the same and always started the same. They might pick a fight with one another or maybe they wouldn't fight...maybe they'd rip each others clothes off and grind till they couldn't see straight. Either way it had started with a kiss, and ended with them in bed after touring the wall and floor.
At the first sound of his voice I had nearly jumped out of my skin. I hated how my body reacted to the mere sound of his voice. Or the way my heart beat sped up by seeing him. When I was around him I felt alive, and when we were apart I felt like a part of me had died. When we were together I didn't feel like a piece of me had died that cold day..I felt free. I didn't need to turn around to know that he was starring at me, I could feel it. Sometimes I hated what we were doing but at the same time I loved it. I had been tempted to call off the affair, once twice, ok many times but one thing had always brought me back, it wasn't his glowing personality because we often had clashed over one thing or another, it could have been his smile or the fact that he made my temperature soar, it was purely the sex. Or at least that was what I had told myself over and over again. Their was nothing special about what we were doing, it was purely physical. If only we hadn't needed each other that night, if only we had stayed content on hating each other really, hating each other then we wouldn't be here today in the same spot we always ended in together.
Flashback
I had come to the party despite being begged by my friends. I needed this, I needed to get away if I had stayed in that house one more day I would go crazy. And really I was probably past crazy by now. I mean why else would I have thought Nathan and I could live a normal life. Walking into the crowded house I smiled at the guys that were starting to stare at me. Nathan and I had been broken up for about two weeks and in that time I had been keeping a low profile. I knew some people knew what had happen and that had effected the way they looked at me but for the most part guys were just happy to see some leg. Taking a swig of my drink I turned around to run smack dab in to him.
"Haley" he said surprised, I almost let out a giggle. I looked good and I knew it and so did he. He probably thought I'd be at home still crying my eyes out and well that had been true earlier, I had decided to take back some of my life. I mean if he could move on past everything that had happen between us then I sure as hell could do the same. Our relationship was an accident waiting to happen anyway- so it should have been able to forget about it.
"Nathan" I shot out annoyed that he was even in the same space as I was in. When could both keep moving and act like nothing ever happen like we had never happen.
"What are you doing here Haley?" he asked trying not to look her in the eyes. It had been hard on both of them, the fighting, crying, and finally the breakup. What happen between the two of them had made an impact on both their lives and he was sure they'd both carry it for the rest of their lives. He had never loved anyone the way he loved Haley-had never thought he'd love someone the way he loved Haley and even though they weren't together he still felt very connected to her.
"not looking for you if that's what you think" I said trying to push him aside but he wouldn't move. I looked up at his eyes which was a big mistake and glared in his direction. "We aren't together remember Nathan," I reminded him which had been harder to say then I had thought. We had actually had little to no contact after the break up. It was like my life had fallen apart. My feisty behavior had been drained from me. " there is nothing between us anymore, so if you'll excuse me I've got some partying to catch up on" I said letting out a bubble of laughter at the look on his face. I had hit the bottle before coming here I needed some kind of courage on the night I would enter the land of living again. When he refused to let my arm go I looked at him again deciding that maybe hurting him with my words would work"Your free now, no longer do you have to play the role of boyfriend of..." the words were on the tip of my tongue but somehow I couldn't finish my sentence. It hurt too much to think about it-to say it.
"Did you come here alone, where's Brooke," he asked looking around still not letting go of her arm.
He wasn't her boyfriend anymore but that didn't mean that he stopped caring for her. She would always hold a piece of his heart, if not his whole heart. They had been through so much together. He had never thought he'd fall in love with anyone let alone Haley and he did, he loved her then and he still loved her now. He had to leave her though, they were dying together and someone needed to pull back. He loved her enough to leave her, and she didn't understand now, it was too early but she would when she was happy again.
"Hopefully beating the hell out of your brother" I said tipping my cup and finding it empty. I Focused back on him and saw that he looked so good, what I wouldn't do run my tongue along his lips, to feel his hard body pressed to mine. I'd love to run my fingers down his back and watch him shiver, love to send him over the edge with the swirl of my tongue, but that would never happen. Not again, he left me like everyone else did in life and he was suppose to be the one to stay- what a load of bull.
"so tell me Nate are you missing me in your bed already?" I questioned against my own judgement. I moved closer to him so that my our bodies were now touching. "I know I've missed you in mine" I said giving him a sultry smile "it might be fun you know for just a little while huh"I asked motioning toward the stairs. Their would be a room available somewhere and if not he was Nathan Scott he could get away with murder and the town would still love him. And I would still love him too.
"Haley" he said swallowing thickly. When she looked at him like that, when she stood before him looking so hot, he wanted to rip her clothes off, but he knew it wouldn't solve things. He almost let out a chuckle, who would have thought he would be turning down the offer of sex, or even the prospect of sex- especially with her. "You should get home" he said taking a step back. It was hard to resist her, especially since he knew how good it was between them. "You shouldn't be here" he mumbled loud enough for her to hear.
Putting on my best smile I spoke "im fine Nathan you don't have to look after me anymore" I said touching his hand but then dropping it quickly at the electric shock that ran through me. I'd never let him know how wounded I had been by his words. He wanted me to go away and that hurt. "Go back to your date" I said looking in the direction of Peyton Sawyer. He and Peyton had been together long before I had admitted to myself that I had liked him and later feel in love with him. I never thought they had anything connecting them together, they were mismatched, I thought she was a bitch and before we started dating I thought he was an ass, but I thought even he could do better then her. Obviously I was wrong...they obviously had a connection or else they wouldn't have started dating again. Especially after what had happen between us. I thought he might want space but I guess I was wrong. Maybe I was the problem.
"Hales" he said suddenly feeling bad. It was too soon he knew but if he didn't make a clean break neither one of them would ever get better. He hated seeing her like this, seeing her so broken and knowing that he could do nothing for her. He hated knowing that he contributed to the pain etched on her face. It had taken all his strength to leave her, to end things and he did it so she could be happy and maybe so that he could be happy too- but now seeing her this way...it only made him feel pain. He had promised her that no matter what he wouldn't leave her, that he'd always love her and it was true to some extent. He'd always love her he just couldn't be with her. "Im sorry"
Grinning once again I let my hand run down his neck. I noticed that he shivered involuntary and brought my lips close to his, thanks to my heels I was a lot taller tonight. "Im a big girl Nate I can take care of myself" I said before pressing a wet kiss to the side of his neck and then walking to find someone else to numb the pain. I wanted Nathan, I needed Nathan. He was the only person that would understand, that could understand. The problem I had with wanting and needing Nathan was that I'd never admit that to him-ever.
I had seen him a couple times with Peyton running into them accidently and every time I did so I wanted to just walk away. Better yet I wished that I had never come to this party. When he'd hold her I always wished the same thing and that was, that the two of us had never ever touched that first time, and that he had never fallen in love with me and vice versa. I'd rather fight him then love him and that was the sad truth.
I had partied the night away and at the end of the night when I had someone who wanted me, I realize I didn't want them. I had lost Brooke and figured that she and Lucas were making up, they were almost as messed up as me and Nathan though I knew we were far more worst. Standing outside I let the cool air surround me. It was sobering to be out here all alone. It made me realize that I was still dying and that I was still in pain. Brooke and Nathan had been right, it was too early to party, I wasn't over it. Without even realizing it I had started crying, my makeup was probably smeared but I just didn't care. I wanted the pain to stop, I wanted to be the same Haley I was before Nathan before everything but I knew that I would never really be the same. Nathan seemed to have moved on from it much easier then me, but I couldn't not when I knew, what we had how precious it was and how easily we lost it.
"Haley" he said softly before standing close to her. They weren't even that close and the heat of her body was already suffocating him. He needed her just as much as she needed him.
I didn't say anything and soon launched myself onto him. Our lips had met instantly and I felt the broken pieces of my heart start to fall back in place.
He knew what she was feeling, he felt it too. He watched all night, and kept tabs on her. He had even told the bartender to stop giving her drinks. They coped with it differently. He had lots of anger and had taken to physical sports to get his mind off of what they had lost, while she had gone silent, sometimes she wouldn't even speak to him and he knew why. In the end he knew that he needed to leave her because the two of them together was too much. Wrapping his arm around her pressed his lips to hers once again. He wanted her to know that he understood, that he hurt to.
"Make the hurt go away Nate please" I said after moving my lips to his neck. I felt his hands all over me and I knew he would give me what I wanted. Pulling back I looked into his eyes then to the pool house, if we were lucky it would be empty if not, Nathan would take care of it. "Please" I begged knowing that it made me look weak. I just, needed something and I knew he was the only one that could give me that something.
"I'll make it better for you baby, I promise" he said before capturing her lips again and leading her to the pool house. He undressed her slowly knowing that she needed to feel loved, that she needed this and he needed it to. Pressing her into the mattress her covered her body with his, he kissed every bit of exposed skin on her. He had her sobbing with pleasure before even entering her, and the moment he did enter her, he knew that it was beginning of something that neither of them were ready for.
End of flashback
The sound of him calling me had brought me back to the present. He was cocky he thought he knew everything and I wanted nothing better then to prove him wrong. The night we had started our affair I was still reeling from everything but now I wasn't as emotional. Though a piece of my heart would forever be gone I was much better. It was almost like we had gone back to the way things were in high school with the loving each other one minute then hating each other the next. "Who said im not here to end it" I said turning around to look him in the eye. "Maybe I opened my eyes enough to see that im a hell of a lot better staying away from you"
"Me" he said standing up. 'Your not here to end it and we both know that". When he was a breath away from her he stopped walking. He let his eyes scan over her ever so slowly. Today she was wearing short cargo shorts that showcased her legs, he loved her legs and she knew that. He'd put money on the fact that she had dressed specifically for him. Of course she would never admit it though, that would make things too easy. And he knew as well as she did that easy wasn't their choice. They liked to do things the hard way.
"You don't know me" I replied cooly. The look on his face had faltered for only a second before he was smirking again my way. When he looked at me I wanted nothing more then to wipe that smirk off his lips. I wouldn't make it easy for him, not today. With each second my heartbeat sped up, and I swear I could practically hear the thumping sound. It happen all the time he was around me; there was something about him that always had gotten to me and till this day I didn't know what it was. My body was begging for the pleasure only he could bring to it, but I had remained in front of him unfazed by his appearance. He was shirtless which really wasn't a surprise, Nathan knew he was attracting and showed off as much as possible. My eyes raked over his rock hard abs before trailing lower to the low hung swim shorts, that made my mouth run dry.
He let out a little chuckle, she thought he didn't know her how wrong was she? "I know you better then anyone, including that boyfriend of yours" he said looking at her pointedly while she glared at him in return.
"Don't bring Chase into this" I said through gritted teeth. I didn't want him to mention Chase because then I'd remember that while Nathan was making me feel alive which he would do once we stopped playing this game, I would remember once again that I had stood up Chase yet again. Chase was a good guy too good for me.
He chuckled again at the fiery in her eyes, he loved that about her, she was a fighter always would be and he'd always love that about her. Bringing his hand out he caressed her face before bringing his thumb to trial along her plump lips. "I know that the only time you feel is alive is when your with me" he said bringing his voice to a shocking whisper. He had known all about her feelings because it was the same with him. It would always come back to the two of them in the end, always.
"Its your decision Hales, you can go or you can stay" he said before disappearing into the room leaving the door wide open for her to follow. She would follow of course she would, but if he knew anyone he knew that Haley would make it hard - she'd take her time knowing that he wanted her, knowing that she wanted him just as much.
I watched as he walked through the door and let out a puff of air. God I hated him. I hated that he was right, hated the fact that he was the first to leave when it should have been me, hated the fact that something that destroyed us was the reason we were still bonded together. I loved him and I knew he loved me, we wouldn't work in a real relationship that was why we had settled for this. It was all we had left. I finally followed him inside closing the door behind me. I found him scotch in hand. "We're in hell you know that" I said my eyes getting only a tiny bit watery. I mean that what this had to be...this cycle that Nathan and I had gone through day after day, the hate and love...it had to be some sort of hell or our lives were really just screwed up.
Putting down his glass he walked to her slowly deliberately, watching as she bit her lip in anticipation of what he'd do. He held her gaze for a moment or two wondering what she were thinking? Was she wishing for something they both couldn't have? Outstretching his arm, he jerked her in his direction so that she was closer then before.
"I hate you" I whispered while our foreheads were smashed together. My eyes were closed because I knew if I looked into his eyes I'd know the truth and it was easier to pretend that this was just an affair. I knew it wasn't just any affair this was Nathan and that meant something.
"I hate you too" he said cupping her face. For a moment he didn't make a move he just watched her with her eyes closed and then he placed a kiss to her both her cheeks before nibbling on her bottom lip. He was going to make her admit that she wanted it, that she could never end it. She'd beg for him to take her and then once he was satisfied he'd take her any way she wanted.
His mouth had cascaded onto mine nearly knowing the wind out of me. Our situation was so intense. One day would could be hating each other and then we were all over each other. The say hold habits die hard and they were right. Nathan and I we were two peas in a pod...one in the same. His hand had worked like magic on me removing my clothes while his lips had worked hard on an assault of my body. With each second that passed our kisses got harsher, more frantic. My hands hand tugged on the little bit of his hair as some kind of leverage. I needed to get a hold of myself, I needed to control myself. I felt his lips suckled paretically hard on the spot below my ear and let a moan.. He was driving me crazy...making me feel like I was to that was getting wound up in hopes of being released at the end. "God Nathan" I said letting my hand run across his back. I raked my nails against his flesh breaking our number one rule which was no marks that could later get us in trouble. The way he kissed me made my head spinning.
"I knew you'd like it" he said boastfully. His eyes had done a quick scan of her, laying in front of him, her hair messy- her lips swollen, her face flushed from the frantic kisses they had shared. She was beautiful, simply beautiful. Grabbing for her hands he easily put them above her head. Her eyes had shone with this wild bright color and he knew she liked what he was doing. She may have claimed to "hate" there affair but he knew better. She loved it as much as he did, loved it as much as they had once loved each other...as much as they loved each other now.
Our bodies had melted together as the passion had taken over. We moved together almost effortlessly. The heat of our bodies were reaching the final flame as a felt myself spiraling. Our hands were clasped together as the stars had fallen upon the two of us. In that moment we weren't thinking about the outside world about our obligations to other people. The only people that mattered in those moments were the two of us. Nothing else mattered or would ever matter more.