As the Night comes to an end:As a vamp you live during many time peroids and yearn for a special kind of love and not the love you had as a human. You learn how to love and respect your maker and elders as well as the other bullshit that comes with vamp life. You see I learned all of this when I was changed after two weeks ago by the request of sookie and laffette and now all I see is her. By her I mean Pam.
My maker and my new mother. Even though she was a bitch she is better than my human mother Lettie Mae. But now I crave her sexually. Is that normal? I tend the bar and pour drinks and I feel her arsoual. God help me.
After fangastia is closed I end up laying in bed and I feel her close to me. She kisses me on the forehead and whisper goodnight tara. For some reason I want that kiss to be somewhere else. God help me I am in love with my maker was the last thought I had before I went to sleep.