DGray-Man: Recreant

"He was just unfortunate enough to feel an eternity of luck defying moments. But the bonds sharing saddened lives is the greatest form of solution to loneliness. That is why he became a recreant to love."

Chapter 1:

When a Fallen Angel Awakens

Sounds of constant beeping surrounded the room as a beautiful man in white slept with his hair scattered. His head elevated with a single pillow under his head. His long eye lashes and pale complexion along with a bland dull color of long white locks shaping his face he looked feminine. He had a lifeless body, only the constant up and down of his chest and the occasional breeze the doors gives whenever someone enters the room.

When two boys entered the room, one was grumpy while the other was just happy. "Allen..!" Happily in a soft tone Alma called for Allen who was in a deep slumber. He hugged their savior letting the well slept man feel his warmth. But his smile disappeared when he got no response from Allen. Kanda seeing the saddened face Alma got, he walked away. "Yuu? Why are you leaving?" Obviously he left as well, leaving the lonely man to sleep alone yet again.

"Hey, Kanda have you visited Allen?" Lenalee asked him who was too busy looking Alma from far away, taking saying his order to Jerry.

"Hey... I know you like Akma that much but still you've got to pay attention to other people at least sometimes.. especially when he saved you." Trying to not cause a commotion, however she still wanted to say whatever she wanted to reach Kanda.

"I don't care." Again, that coldness. Lenalee expected that from him so she wasn't so shocked.

"I'm back!" Alma with his joyful smile. Kanda immediately redirected his attention to him. Lenalee sighed at Kanda's passiveness and selfishness.

Lenalee saw his brother rush through the cafeteria looking stern.
"Brother!" She called out to him, curious.

"You guys! Come with me, Allen is awake!" Looking at the small group of exorcists, Lenalee grabbed the hands of her comrades and ran behind her brother. They hastily made their way Allen's room. The doors opened.

"Bluueegghhh...!" The horrid sounds of a man puking everything out. Rather whatever's left. "Umm.. are you okay?" Lenalee was concerned of course. "It seems being asleep too long made him sick ahahaha... bluegghhh..!" Lavi who was there to see him awake from his slumber had his own share of nauseousness. They nervously laughed while Allen continued to puke, his face was almost within the bin's entrance. After plentiful of time wasted from puking, Allen raised his head only to see an idiotic face looking all tired, dark bags and his cheek bones coming near to being seen.

"Ahhhh...I feel sick." He complained, when he noticed the people standing by the door, the overwhelming sight of too many people near him made him puke again. "Bluueegh...! T-too many people!" He shouted, begging for them to step out the room and give him space. Lavi took action and kicked them out but he himself was kicked out as well.

"Uhm... what just happened?" Lavi a little confused. "I wonder" Lenalee nervously tried to laugh it off when she saw Kanda slowly make his way back. "Ah Yuu? You're leaving again?" Alma chasing after Kanda again. Komui sighed. "That boy... he never gets tired of being cold." Getting troubled.

"Hey, why did you just leave Yuu?" Alma attempting to scold his friend.

"He told us to leave." He stopped walking and looked over his troubled friend.

"Still, wouldn't it be better if we waited there outside until he was ready?"

"I don't care!"

Alma was startled but then Kanda saw this and almost instantly apologized.
"I'm sorry, Alma." He held his friend's head and patted it softly.

"Why can't you be like this to everyone? Especially Allen? Allen has been so good to us! He saved us! Because of us, he didn't wake up for almost 6 months! Isn't what he's done enough for you to loosen up?" Tears weld up in his eyes as he tried to stop them from falling. Kanda was silent he was shocked inside that he's thought of Allen in such a way. Kanda just thought that Allen was just stupid.

"I saved you two not only because Kanda loved Alma but also because you two reminded me of something." Allen appeared out of nowhere but in fact he was just on his way to the cafeteria. "A-allen? Are you alright?" Alma remembered just a moment ago he was puking his guts out.

"Well I'm alright now, are you fine?" He smiled which reassured Alma.

"Yup! As fine as ever!" He was back to his cheery self. When Allen noticed he was with Kanda his smile disappeared.

"Ah so this guy's with you? So that's why Alma looked a little sad before I came." He was about to poke his index finger but Kanda swept it away like a fly.

"Why do you even care? I am asking you to stay away from us and mind your own business." He glared at Allen with his utmost intent to get angry anytime. Allen's heart sank when to learn that he wanted to add more distance between them. Allen was reminded of him and Mana when he was just as grumpy as Kanda but the thought of letting that memory go hurts him more. He understood why Kanda would be so overprotective of Alma but he just couldn't get why he can't just get along and smile with those two.

"I'm sorry." Kanda was shocked as to why he just apologized. Allen smiled sadly and patted Alma's head one last time. Alma and Kanda watched him leave as Timcampy followed behind him, Allen noticed tim and clasped him in his hands.

"Allen.. I've got a feeling that he... somewhat went through something just now. He's matured.."

Kanda couldn't get that sad smile Allen gave out of his mind. He couldn't understand why he just apologized. If it were a normal quarrel of theirs it would've been a series of nickname calling, but this time it was short and the atmosphere was heavy.

The next day, Allen immediately went on a mission alone. He didn't show up in the order for weeks. When he got back, he changed. He stopped smiling as much, and had this unwelcoming look. Whenever he passes by Kanda he doesn't even look over or flinch. He became cold.

"That boy... something must've came up." Marie said while Kanda sat beside him. "You know, I've told Allen once that you two are so similar." He said as Kanda flinched with the mention of Allen. Things aren't as clear as before, Allen and him haven't patched things up since. "Did you and him have a fight again?" Kanda didn't answer. It wasn't much of a fight he thought. "Though it seems it's not only that... I hope General Cross does something about this." Wishful thinking, Cross has returned from one of his long term missions. "Oh Alma!" Marie sensed his footsteps coming so Kanda looked behind. "Alma." He called for him but then he noticed Alma's face. "Yuu! Marie! Allen is causing havoc!" Looking worried, they ran to where Allen was troubling people.

A slap across Chaoji's face caused the sharp sound to resonate through out the whole room. People murmured and gossiped about the whole thing.
"Y-you.. from the start you're a noah! You don't belong here.. no.. you're motive is to actually kill every person here is it?!"

Allen gritted his teeth in annoyance.
"YOU MURDERER-" Allen using his right leg kicked the man on his chest until they met a wall. His eyes were dark and had a look of wrath written all over it.

"This is bullshit." Still Chaoji was stuck to the wall struggling. He tried to set a punch on Allen's face however Allen easily stopped with with one hand. Just when Allen was about to fight back a blade almost too near his throat pierced so fast that he didn't notice.

"What are you trying to do, Moyashi!" Kanda ran towards them and grabbed his sword back. Allen put down his leg, Chaoji coughing. Allen turned away from the pitiful boy and walked away. "Noah! I knew it, this has been your goal all along!" That foolish man just didn't want this to end. "If I truly wanted to kill every last one of you, then right now, you wouldn't be even here to say that." Not concerned at all. "One day... I'll kill you for my own!" For the last time Allen was pissed off as to how persistent this guy is in making a fight. "Without that innocence of yours, YOU ARE USELESS." Every footstep he took imprinted on the ground as his anger took control of him. Kanda felt the overwhelming aura of which Allen was producing and finally took a moment to do something about this. "You better stop this, Moyashi." He held on his shoulders as a warning to stop.
"When I get fed up with all this shit you give me, you will be the first one to taste whatever you think I've had in mind, fucker." And with that left the man in fear. He passed by Alma who tried to get his attention. "A-allen!" But Allen didn't stop. "Stay away." As he walked on.

"Allen... I know he's changed but not to this extent.." Marie couldn't believe what he just heard. Allen with his badmouthing and the obvious tone of aggressiveness on his voice. "Kanda...what might have happened to Allen? I'm really concerned." He ran to Kanda who was still in shock as to what he just witnessed. "He's completely lost it." He said but then he felt a hand on his shoulder. "It's you." That familiar long red hair he had swayed as he bended down to give a smile to the troubled exorcists. "You might think he's going through the rebellious stage. After all he's just a kid." A bluff just to settle the hearts of these children. But he was right, Allen is just a kid. However that might not be the only problem. "If it will ease the doubts you're feeling right now, I'll chase after that idiotic apprentice of mine. Look he even copied my hairstyle." Yes, Allen started growing his hair out rather didn't care about trimming his hair. It became long and messy. Despite the rough character he's showing recently, Allen looked like an angel with pale complexion and long white and silver locks. The scar and the stern look on his face made him look like a fallen angel. "He's grow like me, so handsome." Alma giggled and felt happier after heaving Cross' words.

"You there, be careful or else he might over take you in handsomeness." He pointed Kanda who didn't care a bit but was quite irritated, "Shut up!".

Author's Notes:

NEW STORRRYY~ Weeeeee X)

Again, a pinch of drama and a whole lot of hurt/comfort! I've also revived the Allen from the time he met Mana. :3

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