I don't know what happened to me or anything about my past, all I know is that when I woke up I was all alone and close to insanity. I don't even remember the pain that I was later told that was supposed to have been. My mind was consuming me slowly in the dark and there I stayed. I did not know my strength at the time and so I didn't try and escape. And then I saw something all I had seen yet was darkness but even so I saw it plain as day. We were running, running across plains of dry yellow grass. Running too fast for any normal person to see and he was holding my hand, looking into my eyes with devotion and love even as we ran. The gray clouds above us parted letting us glimpse the red setting sun and saw something even more spectacular. I saw him shine and sparkle as if he had been chiseled from diamond.
Another one came after that he was there again his blond hair blowing in the wind and him shirtless the sun shining on him again. I looked down to see the clouds far beneath us. We stood precariously at the very top of the highest mountain and yet the cold didn't hurt us nor did we have trouble to breathe the low oxygen levels because we didn't need to breath. He looked at me with that love again and opened his mouth to say something but it never came instead the vision switched.
I sat at a bar in a café and waited. It was the middle of nowhere and I just waited looking expectantly around and then he came in. His eyes were blood red and looked apprehensive as I jumped up and walked towards him as slowly as I could make myself walk. And then the vision changed again confusing me because he wasn't the only one in this one. There were four more stunningly beautiful people in front of us as we wandered slowly through a forest lane and up to a stunningly beautiful house covered in the snow that wasn't cold. For the first time did I hear my voice. "Hello, I'm Alice, and this is Jasper. We want to join you, do you have rooms?" I sang in a high voice the blond in front of me stepped back and his brow creased slightly.
It changed again and Jasper wasn't there it was just me and another boy his bronze hair in disarray. He was laughing about something and reached over to ruffle my hair but I ducked away just out of reach and then shot into poke him in the side. We walked into a garage where a huge man sat laughing at us lifting a car into the air for a beautiful blond girl, tall and lovely. "Aren't you done yet Rose?" The bronze haired boy beside me said and she chucked a wrench at him. He reflected it instead sending it into the wall which it dented. The big man, the bronze haired boy and I all burst out laughing and Rose scowled a lovely smile. Then it was gone and I sat alone in the dark wanting the light and Jasper more than anything else. And then I remembered the others and realized that I loved them as well, just in a different way I just didn't know how to describe it.
The darkness pushed down on me compressing me and then a thought struck me in all those visions I had seen myself and others like me being extraordinary and so I tried it. The metal door burst open and another dark corridor was there and so I ran along it bursting through another door at the end to see dim light. It was an asylum stuck in between factories which spewed smoke and polluted the sky dimming the light that I longed for. It was abandoned but recently the ghosts of insanity still lingered in the air the smell of medicine and blood still lingered in the air. As I ran a vision struck me I was looking into a mirror seeing myself for the first time. My hair was cut short and messily it's black spikes sticking in every direction and I saw how tiny I was but more importantly I saw the blood red eyes looking back at myself, and then I snapped out of it. In a small storage room I found nurses uniforms and caps to replace the nothing I was wearing at the moment. And right as I was leaving I saw it. The mirror and then I was standing in front of it again not knowing what it meant. The same thing was happening just as I saw it. It scared me.
So I ran, and ran and reached ocean and I turned, and ran again and I was trapped by ocean every turn I made, the ocean would find me and I still needed the light but I couldn't find it.