Never forgotten

It had been 5 years since she left and never look back her life had been blown apart. She sighed she would never forget the day that rocked her at her very core. When he said those 3 words she would never soon forget but she didn't have time to dwell.

Because shortly after she had found out she was pregnant with twins none the less. Only person who knew her secret was Nikolas and he has sworn to take it to his grave.

And he only found out because he ran into her in the city one day when he was there on business. He had tried to convince her to come back he was just as stubborn as she was and persistent to.

But they became really close he finally conceded to her demands when she told him she wasn't sure if she would carry to turn. He promised he would get the best doctor money could by to make sure things went well. They moved a lot early on she couldn't find a place to settle until she found a small costal town in Rhode Island.

She smiled thinking about it here they were celebrating the twin's birthday. Who couldn't be more different as night and day Caleb was his mother down to his dark hair with his fathers sparkling blue eye. Now Bailey was her father with her dirty blonde hair and her dark brown eyes.

Caleb James and Bailey Mckenna McCall were born December 22, 2007 and true to his word Nikolas had made sure she had the best care available. Knowing that her relationship with Alexis had been strained he came when the twins were born.

C.J, Bailey come on time to eat before you go to school as they came running downstairs. She smiled as their faces lit up 'eat up don't just stand there Ms. Joyce was a godsend when she first came to town.

She was a nanny that Nikolas had hired to help Sam in the beginning, but 5 years later she was still there. She had traveled allover with Sam and the kids and never complained.

Sam did quite well for herself she owned a fleet of boats that drove people around the, The lakes of Rhode Island. She would pilot the ships and she loved being on the water so did the kids.

Mama is cousin Nicky coming today C.J says with a mouth full of pancakes. I think so he says if he can get away he will stop in quick Sam said to her son.

"Bailey, you ok" Sam asked as she watched the girl deep in thought as she the child bit her lip nervously. 'Umm is grandma coming she finally asked, I don't know sweet girl Sam replied.

This is not how Sam wanted it to be, but she just couldn't be in Port Charles it hurt to much. And at the time her relationship with her mother was strained Alexis couldn't reconcile with the mistakes Sam made in the past.

Which lead to her trying to fix things which only made things worse and made the both uncomfortable. Sam knew that deep down inside she would never be able to please Alexis. So, she wouldn't turn herself inside out doing so, she wanted the twins to know their family.

So, when her and Alexis started talking she was upfront with her about herself and the twins. But she was always half a world away because she sailed all over before the kids went to school. And then there was him the blue-eyed Adonis who torched her soul she wouldn't be the same after that.

She couldn't face him either after how things had ended' Mama, Mama is what broke her out of her thoughts. Yeah baby what's up she said smiling a smile that didn't meet thee eyes.

Who else is coming well Just Nikolas, Ms. Joyce I think Caden and Jaden are coming along with Madison and Keira Sam said. At Bailey cringing at the sound of Madison's name we will have the party on Saturday ok now hurry up and finish your breakfast.

Cassadine Industries

He never told a soul even his beloved Emily because he knew what she would do. And he couldn't let that happen after all the pain this man caused his cousin he wouldn't allow it. Not after what she told him about what made her leave not reconcile with her mother before doing so.

It hurt that he had to quietly stew in his disdain for the man, but he kind of relished in his pain when they found out Jake wasn't his. He was glad he was hurt only for the heartache that he caused his cousin.

He was going to fly in to celebrate there birthday today hopefully Emily would be none the wiser. But he knew differently he had finally gotten Alexis and Sam to finally make amends. In hope that she would finally come home to her family that loved her.

Nikolas was hoping Alexis and the girls would make the trip with him, but he didn't want to put them in the middle in lying as well. He had tried several times to get Sam to comeback to no avail he understood the pain ran deep.

The only thing he knew to do was call his aunt to see what she thought, molly wouldn't say anything, but Kristina was the wild card. She would spill in a moment of anger and Sam didn't need that. Kristina was her father's daughter that way and he didn't need Jason looking for Sam again.

Windemere

Emily paced the den when her brother came in "oh my god Jace "she said running and hugging him. Emily what's going on he said" Its Nikolas he is at it again every year on this day he goes out of town. He says its business Jace, but I don't buy it it's the same day every year; did you speak to him about it Jason asked.

"Yes, Jace I have several times "to no avail it's like he is keeping something from me and its big. I know it is Emily says with a huff, "Emily do you really think he is cheating on you he asked her.

It wouldn't be the first time he has Jace I need you to see what it is before I break up my children's home Emily implores her brother. Please can you do this for me she says with her big brown eyes. "Fine I will" but I still think you should talk to him before jumping to conclusion.

Hey how have you been she said to her brother, I'm ok Em he said. No, you haven't been Jace I would be lying if I said you have been the same since Sam left. And your relationship with Elizabeth failed and finding out you weren't Jake's father.

You have been closed off Jace its like you don't believe you deserve to be loved and you do. Nikolas stepped back to listen, do you still think about her Emily asked. Jason sighed 'all the time', think about what I would say, apologize for letting things go the way they did.

But she is gone Emily and she isn't coming back and I must live with that. I'm sure Spinelli could find her Emily says, he has Em, but she knows he would and she would cover her tracks.

Sam knows how to go off the grid Emily and it has been 5 years. It may have been 5 years Jace, but you still care for her I can see it in your eyes.

Its over Emily just leave it alone she is gone, and she isn't coming back he said I will consider that for you he said hugging her. He couldn't breathe he had to get out of there and fast.

'Hey' Nikolas said as he walked in' Nikolas', 'Jason' they both said glaring at each other as Jason left. They were cordial for Emily and the kids' sake, I was just coming to pick up a few things I left in the office.

Before you go on your business trip Emily said through gritted teeth, 'Yes I should be back tonight' Nikolas said. Where exactly are you going Emily asked daring him to lie to her face. Nikolas knew what she was doing, and he wanted to tell her the truth, but it wasn't his to tell.

Cassadine industries just acquired a shipping company in Rhode Island so I was going to look it see what the profit margins are. 'How much longer are we going to do this Nikolas?

I promise when I get back tonight I will explain everything he said kissing her on the cheek retreating from the room.

He sighed he hated lying to her that is one thing he promised he would never do but he couldn't break his promise. He had to speak to her he loved Emily to much and he couldn't lose her.