I walked into the hospital of Forks, a small town where no one knew about my freaky 'ability'. De doctors called it a gift; I could remember everything clearly like I could replay the movie of my day. After the accident when I was 6, I could remember every single detail that happened from every single day.
My mom and dad were arguing about the money and time that I took; they were going to bring me to the 19 year old babysitter Alice. I remember her so clearly, she was like a pixie, and I remember how I called her pixie-pretty. I chuckled; I even loved her now even though she was a hyperactive annoying imp.
"Can I help u miss?" a woman at the reception asked me, pulling me out of my musing about Alice, Alice Brandon.
"Yes I'm Isabella Marie Swan; I was looking for euhh Doctor Cullen?" I said as I looked at the nametag. "Angela, I'm a day early but I thought Doctor Cullen might be working?"Why was I shy all of a sudden?
She told me where to find it and I was on my way, I saw the office of Doctor Cullen and I walked towards the door. I knocked softly "Doctor Cullen, I'm sorry to bother you but its Isabella Swan." I said loud enough for him to hear.
I heard how things were moved and shifted, and how he seated himself on a chair, it was weird that I could hear the difference between all those stupid things, just because my mind was broken.
"Come on in Miss Swan" I opened the door slowly and l looked at Doctor Cullen, he looked more than a photoshopped model then a doctor. And those golden eyes, Alice, he had the same eye-color as Alice. That was odd.
I walked towards him and we shook hands. I felt how cold they felt, just like Alice when she hugged me. I didn't flinch away from the cold, it was even comforting. I smiled at him and looked him in the eyes.
"I should have called you first but I couldn't wait to work here, I mean the oncology studies here are very advanced for such small-town hospital. But please call me Bella Doctor Cullen" I said as he released his grip from my hand. I didn't like the sudden loss of his touch, even though it felt like he wasn't the right one touching me.
The only right touch was the cold marble like leather. There was no other way to describe the feeling of dark and heaven after the crash. And then the angel his voice pleading me to hold on, the angel telling me I had to live.
"Miss Swan?"My head snapped up and I looked at Doctor Cullen.
"I'm sorry my mind drifted off, that happens sometimes. Have you read my medical records, regarding my accident and the consequences of it?" please say no, please say no! I chanted to myself, knowing he would know about my 'perfect recollection', that's how the doctors had named it.
He just nodded and started to tell me about the procedures and about the patient I was assigned to. When I looked back at my watch, I saw it was 6pm already. Shit I had been here for almost 3 hours straight, not that I needed to be somewhere but those thing never happened to me.
When I shook his hand before I left, someone came through the door.
I turned to face the imposer that hadn't knocked and I was paralyzed with what I saw.
It was Alice, the babysitter Alice Brandon. She looked the same; I mean exactly the same as 10 years ago. She stared back at me, this couldn't be possible! How could she be standing here in front of me without changing the tiniest bit? I wanted to scream her name and hug her but that wouldn't be wise, how could she be here looking exactly the same?
"I'm sorry I need to go." I said as I fled through the door, millions of questions racing through my mind.
How was it possible that someone didn't age or was she a double-ganger of my babysitter?
What was it with the cold skin and golden eyes? There was something about Doctor Cullen and I was going to find that out.
I walked towards my new home, it was a long walk. I really needed a car, a cheap one to start with.
As I got into my already furnished home, I walked straight to the closet. I took my dad his fishing shirt, it was his favorite shirt and I wore it to bed since I was 15, it brought my dad closer in a way.
I looked out of the window in my room and closed it; it was cool enough in the room.
The view was nice too; gray and green were the most dominating colors. I sighed and went downstairs, my stomach was growling for food. I was glad about the lasagna my mom had put in this fridge, I putted in the microwave and then I grabbed the paper to look for a car.
After a minute I had found a car, a red old truck. I grabbed the lasagna and grabbed my plate; I dialed the number so I could make an appointment to get the truck.
"Jacob Black speaking" I heard a male voice saying, his voice was kind and deep.
I swallowed my food "I'm Isabella Swan; I was calling for the truck you are selling. I really need a car because I work in the hospital now and I live at the border of euuh la Push." I was babbling, why did I always babble on the phone?
"Well I can bring you the truck if you want Isabella, I can be there in about 5 minutes" he replied and I was chocked. He wanted to bring it now? Shouldn't he be with his family?
"You don't have to come right away Jacob, I'm sure your family needs you for dinner, and please call me Bella" I said as I took another bite from my lasagna.
"Bella I can come over, it's no big deal. I'm living on my own so I can bring the car anyway, I'll be there in 10 minutes" then he hung up the phone and I ran upstairs. Quickly I grabbed a jeans and a top after I had put on my bra.
I went back downstairs and walked towards the door as I heard the doorbell ring.
I opened the door and I was faced with a Native American and he was buff, he had this cheesy grin as he looked down on me.
"You must be Jacob" I said as I shook his hand, his temperature was freakishly hot, like he had some fever.
"Please call me Jake Bella, oh is that lasagna I smell?" typical guy.
"Yeah, you can have some if you want, my mom made way too much for me alone. We made some small talk as he ate almost all the lasagna, I could last a week with that food! How could he eat so much?
The only thing that bordered me was that he looked at me like I was the sun and the air, like I was the only thing that mattered. I knew I was overreacting.
"So how much do you want for the truck?" I asked as I placed the plates in the dishwasher.
He smiled his cheesy grin again and I looked at him "Nothing, you can have it" my brow furrowed and I looked at him.
"Okay, how bad is it?" I said as I chuckled "I mean, why you are giving it for free?" I said as I looked at him.
"Well the truck is okay only a bit slow. And you gave me food, that's more than enough." I rolled my eyes. I didn't want to argue so I smiled.
"Thanks but still I think it's weird Jake, I come from Jacksonville and it is way bigger then this small town though. But I think we can be good friends though, I work in the hospital, oncology." I wanted to tell more, but he looked angry. "Jake what's wrong?" I asked as I looked him in the eyes.
He took deep breaths and then he looked at me "Do you work for Doctor Cullen?" I nodded "Be careful around him Bells. I have to get going now." Before I could even say a thing he was gone.
Why did I need to be careful around Doctor Cullen?
Men the people in this town were strange, what was this? Freaktown?
As I look at the clock, I saw it was 9pm; I needed to go to bed if I wanted to be awake at 6am.
I was in a forest when suddenly a huge wolf appears, it's a black wolf and it is as big as a horse. The wolf looks at me and jumps in front of me, in the distance I see that someone is looking in our direction. The person is standing far away and the only thing I can see is that someone is crouching. The wolf growls and charged towards the person. "Nooo stop!" I scream as the wolf jumps on top of the person.
I wake up and I'm panting, I look around my room and I notice my window is open.
I had closed it, hadn't I? I closed the window and seated myself on my bed. What was the meaning of that big black wolf? Why did he attack that person in the distance? Why didn't he kill me?
I rubbed my temples for the headache that was forming, why did I always have such strange dreams?
I looked at my alarm clock 5:45 am, it was too late to go back to sleep. I showered and dress in a jeans and red all stars, a red long-sleeved t-shirt and a leather jacket. I took my handbag and walked towards my truck. It was an ugly monster but as long as it got me to work, it would be fine. And I got it for free!
Jake was a nice guy but the way he looked at me was creepy, it made me uncomfortable.
I got in my car and drove to the hospital, when I went inside Doctor Cullen's office I could smell the sweetest scent I had ever smelled. I even let out a small "mm" but I was sure no human could have heard it. I seated myself in a chair and the smell was stronger here. God I wished I could wrap myself in that heavenly scent, it was unearthly good.
I snuggled into the chair and I looked at Doctor Cullen, he had wrinkled his nose. Did I smell bad?
"So what do I have to do today Doctor Cullen?" I said as I smiled at him.
"Just do some lab-work at the moment. So do you like our town so far?" I smiled at him.
"Oh yeah it's nice, I bought myself a truck from Jacob Black, he's from la Push. He's a nice guy and" I stopped talking as I saw the look on his face; he looked like some kind of predator that saw an opponent or something. Why were they so hostile to each other? "But truthfully that guy creeps me out a, he looks at me like I'm the reason of existence or something, and there's something off about the guy." I said which made his expression soften.
"Now let's get to work Bella" he said.
The lab-work was done before the end of my shift so I decided to ask Doctor Cullen if I could help him with something.
When was 2 feet away from Doctor Cullens office, the door opens and the most handsome creature I had ever laid my eyes on walked outside. His hair was a copper color and he had a straight jaw line, it appeared that he wasn't breathing as he stormed out the office.
"Edward stop acting like a child, you know what Alice said!" Edward turned to look at Doctor Cullen.
"Carlisle" I dropped the file as I heard his voice. He looked at me shortly as I bended over to grab the file, when I stood up again he was gone. I didn't think he knew I had seen him, Carlisle hadn't noticed it either. Luckily, I don't think your boss would approve it if you were drooling over his son.
How could it be it was the same voice as my angel, the angel I heard after the crash? I heard him saying Carlisle before I passed out the first time, then he asked me to hold on. His exact words were "hold on my little angel, please beautiful hold on" and the next thing I knew was waking up in the hospital.
I was lost in thoughts when Carlisle called my name.
"What did you say Doctor Cullen I was lost in thoughts" I said as I looked at him.
"I asked if you were okay." He repeated.
"Yeah I'm good, I just stumbled and dropped the file, I was thinking about something and I fell. Did I miss something? Cause last thing I know was that your door was closed and suddenly you are standing outside."I walked towards him and handed him the files.
"No, did you see my son?" he suddenly asked.
"Son? Not that I know of, I was thinking about the car crash again and I keep hearing this beautiful song in my head. I guess I haven't seen him Doctor Cullen" great acting girl! He smiled at me as he brought be to his office.
When we were there he asked me what I remembered of the crash.
"Well my mom told me she and dad would go and grab some dinner and that Ally" that was the nickname for my babysitter but I couldn't tell him her real name because I didn't want him to know that I knew Alice Cullen was the same Alice from 10 years ago "would babysit me. Suddenly we got hit by something and I felt the pain and bleeding. I could taste the blood in my mouth and then it felt like I was floating. Flouting surrounded by some hard cool leather with the most delicious smell I had ever smelled. When I was floating I heard a voice, the voice of my angel. When I woke up in the hospital I would have this tune in my head, I had called it Bella's Lullaby because something told me that was the name of the song. My mom told me I was humming and calling for angel in my sleep. And I still can't get that tune out of my head; it's the most beautiful classical piece I have ever heard." I took a breath and smiled at Carlisle.
"Well that's an interesting story. Do you have any idea who that angel is?" I looked him in the eyes and sighed.
"No I do not; I wish I knew who he was because I crave to hear his voice again. I know that sounds weird but I can't stop thinking about my angel. I never had a relationship because I still dream of my angel's voice, I want to find him in my dreams but I can't" I felt the tears pricking in my eyes "I'm in love with a trick of my imagination. I feel like my angel is my second half and the doctors tell me that it is a side-effect of my brain. I just feel so stupid" I was sobbing now "Why isn't he real?"
My face fell into my hands and I sobbed uncontrollably, not because my angel wasn't real but because he was real and he didn't even ask for my name. He was gone before I could blink, my angel didn't want me.
Carlisle smiled at me and then I helped Jenna out, she was a paramedic and I helped her as much as could until I could go home.
When I got home I went straight to my room to cry. My angel didn't want me, he was in the same room and he just left as fast as he could. How could I be so ignorant to believe someone's talk to save a kid?
He was just going along with the idea that he was my angel and used it to make sure I kept fighting. There was something strange about the Cullens and I was going to find out what was up with them and their golden eyes.
Jake might want to help me, he said I needed to be careful around the Cullens and Carlisle had a hostile look when I mentioned Jacob Black. I was going to call him and I was going to ask him what was wrong with the Cullens!