A/N: Finally! I have written a fanfic for gravitation! This gave me lots of trouble, but I did it! XD I really hope you like it! Please review after reading!
I never imagined I'd be standing here…
I'd imagined it the other way around, you standing here and me watching over you from the heavens, but… Now look at us, Shuichi…
I remembered what you told me in New York, how you'd follow me to the ends of the earth and you'd never forgive me if I did something to myself, but I just couldn't handle it anymore…
Pictures of Yuki would keep flashing through my mind and what he tried to do… I couldn't expect you to understand…
I took the pistol I'd planned on using in New York and walked around town.
I didn't know you were awake and I never expected you to follow me…
Then, I came to the spot where you and I first met… Where I read those awful music lyrics of yours…
You were so angry when I told you how they sucked… You actually jumped in front of my car to talk to me about it…
Visions of and I ran through my mind…
You in your dog suit, your battery suit, dressed as a school girl… It brought tears to my eyes that were hidden by the rain.
I took the gun out of my jacket's pocket and I brought it to my head…
Then, the vision of you trying to be Ayaka-san popped into my mind and I chuckled ever-so-slightly. I let the hand that was holding the gun drop to my side and I bowed my head.
I couldn't do it… I couldn't kill myself and leave you… Not after all the sacrifices you made for me… Dressing up as a girl and shaving your legs at the top of that list.
"Yuki!" I heard you yell and I turned to see you running toward me, tears in your eyes…
You were crying, too, Shuichi?
What am I saying? Of course you were crying, you cry at least once a day…
My eyes widened and I smiled slightly.
"Shuichi…" I whispered.
But you only looked sad and angry.
"I couldn't do it…" I told him, nearing him so I could hold him.
He smiled and nodded.
"I knew it…" he replied.
The gun slipped out of my hand and fell to the ground…
It discharged…
Somehow, the bullet managed to pierce your chest… You died on the spot…
Now, I stand before your grave and I write…
I write the final chapter of my final book… I'll call it that oh-so-contrite title, "Lovers"…
And then, when it's published, I'll try to meet you in heaven…
Though, I don't know if I'll be allowed in, having killed somebody… I'll see you around, Shuichi…
I can promise you that…
I love you, Shuichi… And I dedicate this book to you…
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