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The depression I felt just hurt
Seeing my childs face everyday
Knowing he looked just like his father
Just like my lover
I can't take it anymore
I need to get away
I want to get away
I have to get away
He reminds me of what happened
What I cannot change
When I lie in my bed
I cannot help but wonder if I could have changed it
If I could have saved him
If I could of made sure that he was here
Holding me
Playing with our son
I wish I could tell him I'm sorry
To tell him I miss him
I want him back here so I could look into his eyes
His beautiful eyes
I miss him so much
I just can't help but wonder
Cry and be alone
If only I could hold you
I want you
I need you
I love you
You are my soul
My life
And the only reason I have lived this long
I cannot be around my son anymore
He is too much like you
And yet I can't get enough of him
Maybe if I leave
Will everything be better?
Will I forget about this pain?
Will I forget about you?
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